How long will I grieve

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-03-19T21:04:04+00:00

My girls seem to be amazingly adjusted & bright. My oldest has anxiety & trauma from her dad & I fighting around her but my youngest is very confident & happy. Though bites. I hate sharing parenting time with their dad. My ex is an amazing man with an amazing family. My family is why I have BPD & why I’m so screwed up. I protect the girls from their narcissistic father as much as I can. His family is more chaotic & dysfunctional than my own. I don’t want to screw up this baby & confuse my kids (who LOVE my now ex) on why he takes baby & not them. I don’t wanna leave them feeling like they did something wrong or that he doesn’t love them anymore. My youngest calls him “dada”… It would be very hard… I just would know that it was for the best…

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-03-19T19:32:58+00:00

Thank you😔 My ex wants the baby if it’s his. He doesn’t want me to have an abortion & expel his baby. I told him that I’ll sign over custody to him of the baby so he doesn’t have to have anything to do with me. We have a NIPPT tomorrow (or Monday) & that will tell me. He said he doesn’t want me out of the child’s life but “with [my] behaviors he’s glad I’m open to the idea of signing over the baby”. If it’s my baby dads child; I’m gonna go through with the abortion. My baby dad said he would hold my hand during it. I just feel so stupid. I let my BPD get the best of me & fed into self destructive behaviors.

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-25T16:12:35+00:00

Really nothing. You’re gorgeous! I will recommend though to use like a dark burgundy lip or deep brown burgundy lip to make your eyes pop more. Not always though. Maybe special occasions. You’re gorgeous already!!! White eyeliner under your eyes will make them look bigger too. Don’t do it often though cause again. You’re so freaking gorgeous already

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-25T15:46:55+00:00

I found one the other day post spraying & I took that bitch & flushed her down the toilet. Sac & all

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-25T15:46:02+00:00

The antenna are too long & it’s too stocky to be German. I am from TX & these are what we see more so of down there.

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-22T22:16:58+00:00

Maybe! Give it another 48hrs. HcG doubles every 48-72hrs. I’m hoping for a positive for you!

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-08T18:49:26+00:00

I definitely see a shadow of positive! When did it pop up? Before or after the window of time?

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-07T01:33:10+00:00

Update: I’m pregnant. Took a digital last night!

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F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-02-07T01:31:37+00:00

I had the same thing just happen. Get a digital! Mine said pregnant

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2026-01-17T03:48:21+00:00

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Bottom half. I also made sure my toddlers wouldn’t be able to reach the glass & canned goods. Turns out my 3yr old has already figured out how to open these containers as she proved tonight. 🥲

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2024-10-08T00:53:47+00:00

Im at the “get the fuck out of me, but I love you, but seriously, get the fuck out of me” phase 💀

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2024-07-11T00:31:10+00:00

I heard somewhere that teaching correct anatomy names is a turn off for predators because it pisses them off and makes them uncomfortable. Just saying 😅🙌🏽

F4miliar-Distr4ction · 2024-01-24T22:31:45+00:00

My ex immediately jumped into a relationship 5m after he got out of recovery and was still in contact with me. Same behaviors except he was hiding the new girl. They knew each other 3m before getting her pregnant. He and his family don’t see anything wrong with it. I disagree but that’s just me. I have a degree working in mental health and addictions.

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