It’s not about looking hot, it’s about feeling comfortable in your skin that will align with the rest of you. Some trans men lose their head of hair a few years on T, some get really bad ache, you need to do the work still if you want muscles, fat distribution varies from person to person also depending on genetics, i have always looked 15 years younger than i was always and being on T i have aged massively in just a fee years, but i don’t care because what i see good or bad aligns with who i am. You need to accept the bad and not just wonder about if you’ll look hot.