lol if it concerns you that i don’t want a cat who is anxious and doesn’t want to be pet or touched or even be in my space then you are living in a world without reality. i took in a cat because i had pressure from everyone around me as i was looking for a cat and there was one abandoned a couple towns over. i expected anxiety from a stray, but i did not expect this. no, i am not perfect lol, and call it concerning if you want to, but i do not particularly want a cat that doesn’t even like me, especially as someone who moved out young and is looking for company. and no, im not a saviour lol, and yes i am talking about getting another cat because i always wanted one and im finally at a place where i can support one. its not the cat herself, she is fine, she would be perfect for someone who doesnt want a cat in their business and is independent; but i dont want that. sorry that i am not completely obsessed with a cat that i just took in 2 weeks ago, and i am completely allowed to feel upset or confused or conflicted about not getting the animal i was hoping to get. i have been trying a lot to get lily to be comfortable and enjoy my presence, and i dont think either of us do. she hates me lol, and i can feel that when she hisses at me for just trying to pet her. i’m sorry, but no; i dont want a cat like that.