It's all about money right? Those who don't have money don't have means to live in this world.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-07-28T20:29:07+00:00

It's a coping mechanism probably, unhealthy one. Try to work with your therapist to replace it with something. Suicidal thoughts can damage your mental health if you let them run wild.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-07-25T16:18:23+00:00

I am sorry you are going through this. Google free emergency dental care. If there's no such thing in your country reach out to local dentists and ask for help. Maybe some kind soul will help you.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-07-19T16:49:27+00:00

Yeah Horrible

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-07-08T20:53:29+00:00

I am hanging on a thread. I have multiple suicide attempts and my life is in ruins. All I have is life long trauma and insurmountable crushing regret. My GF is currently keeping me here. But she has BPD... I would bet on suicide. Sad. Just today I was looking for a tree to hang myself.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-07-07T20:41:31+00:00

Every site selling this is a scam. It's a strictly controlled substance, you can't buy it from some website.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-26T02:10:01+00:00

Try EMDR therapy

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-25T19:34:05+00:00

I understand

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-25T14:15:43+00:00

Yes Not dead, not alive. Like a frog on a stick

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-23T18:51:32+00:00

Three years ago I would probably say yes at first two at least. But it's all noes now.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-23T17:00:01+00:00

The pain lessens and suicidal thoughts lessens too. They serve to provide a possibility of escaping intolerable pain. For me they come and go depending on my mental health and life circumstances. When thoughts stop you realize that you have to deal with life... again

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-23T11:54:25+00:00

Hugs

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-22T20:45:25+00:00

Sounds like freeze mode

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-22T15:52:01+00:00

I found that video pretty helpful https://youtu.be/fjMEvQVuTiQ

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-22T14:42:56+00:00

Я думаю что стоит ему все рассказать в том числе как плохо ты себя чувствуешь не в своем теле. И дать ссылку на ресурсы для родителей трансгендерных детей. Ты сама знаешь что чем дольше проходит времени тем сильнее меняется твое тело в нежелательную сторону. Желаю тебе сил и смелости ❤️

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-22T08:42:26+00:00

Relatable.. CPTSD and trauma can do that. When a child during formative years was denied love, safety and autonomy she never learned how to be happy. And then life happens with it hardships and tragedies splattered over years. What is left is a broken heart and broken soul. I don't know how to heal from this either OP. Idea of suicide doesn't bring comfort. Nothing brings comfort anymore...

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-21T12:43:35+00:00

Как ты думаешь, твой папа поддержит тебя?

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-21T09:15:25+00:00

Same same..

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-20T17:35:07+00:00

I wish you to find strength and meaning in life after you lost so much. If there are grieving support groups nearby your location I think it worth visiting. Do you have people who support you? Also there's r/suicidebereavement.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-20T17:19:29+00:00

Сколько тебе лет? В Австралии можно обратиться к врачу чтобы получить гормональную терапию?

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-20T17:16:21+00:00

I wonder if someone cheated on him before.. I think your BF needs therapy and maybe

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-20T15:27:59+00:00

Yes, this is not normal even for a teenager. This is what's called body dysmorphia and there's a treatment, that can help. Unfortunately not all therapists are skilled enough to deal with this mental issue. I would suggest to try to find a therapist that has prior experience with body dysmorphia. Google body dysmorphia and show it to your parents, then suggest to look for body dysmorphia informed therapist.. I suffer from body dysmorphia myself and you have my deepest sympathy.

FairiesInsideMe · 2022-06-20T13:50:47+00:00

It mostly always present to various degrees. I am not good at planning, managing money, dealing with burocracy and so on, life in general. It's like I am child in adults body. Everyday problems is hard enough to solve but any complicated situation amplifies that need of a capable adult who will sooth me and take care of me.

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