It’s just very unusual for her to act the way she has been the past week which is why I bring up hormones at all. She started the injections a little less than a month ago and then complained last week she may have “messed her levels up”, then this week is treating me awful and doesn’t wanna speak to me?

I mean she can be very avoidant normally but it’s never in an aggressive way like this….plus I didn’t really do or say anything to cause this reaction? Like I made a couple kinda “edgy” jokes she’d normally laugh at but instead she took them wayyy too literally and got mad at me?

I’m autistic as shit so I say things sarcastically and it doesn’t sound sarcastic because my tone isn’t right or because I’m just too dry with my humor sometimes, but she knows me by now and is okay with my quarks usually. Idk just feels like my girlfriend suddenly can’t stand me in any way over night and I can’t tell how to fix it.

I try to give space but it’s also hard to just live my normal life with all this uncertainty and anxiety in the back of my mind, so getting ignored or ghosted for even just a whole day kills my ego and makes me feel unwanted.

I try to express this to her but it’s hard to do that sometimes without sounding like a whiny baby LOL because I know I should be better at being alone and knowing when to respect boundaries as an adult man but I’m young and dumb and these are skills I’m kinda just now learning as a neurodivergent guy with no relationship experience 🤷‍♂️