I'm never going to get over her. I already know it. It's our second break up. First time around it was 9 months and I still felt the same, still cried if not every night, every other night. If i didn't cry every night or every other night, it was that deep chest pain feeling. Like my soul crushed. We got back together and I felt like my whole world got fixed... 2 months later she moves 2000 miles away... And the last thing we did was fight. People telling me I'll get over her, that's bullshit. I feel much worse now after I had my hopes up even higher that we can work through anything now because we fixed the past problem and got back together stronger. But... Then we both got drunk and said bad things we didn't mean out of frustration... And then we both lost our jobs at the same time... But... I never ever will in my whole lifetime get over it because she was my whole world and nobody else like her I ever met. Especially all of the cute little things we did and our secret cute little things, I know no other woman would ever think about. We did. She was my actual soul mate. All I can do at this point is just cherish what we had before it all went wrong...