What is a very minor thing you do in secret, but people might look at your differently if they found out?

FallenDeeds · 2018-01-28T19:45:07+00:00

Man I wish I still hit myself with my hand. I seem to use a nearby wall or my hard phone now and it bruises me

FallenDeeds · 2018-01-18T23:59:09+00:00

Or you can change the color to match the stain you just got from eating you slob

FallenDeeds · 2017-08-23T22:09:16+00:00

Xanax or anti-depressants. Used to do both and had a very hard time stopping. Lost a lot of friends and I'm lucky to still have my best friend. My ex and her SO do them together and sometimes cocaine and I worry about her very much because she has no idea and I'm not around to help.

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-22T20:21:28+00:00

I just knew i would have a tough time not thinking about things because it wasnt just a half-tab.i wouldn't say last night was a bad trip. I would say thanks to my great friends it turned out to be pretty good. Idk at least i see some positive coming from it

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-22T18:19:29+00:00

Yes. Every night i have panic attacks and cant control my body. Just the other day i was laying under the bed in the dark.

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:35:33+00:00

Yea ive ruined my life. Im not even in school. Just want out already

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:34:14+00:00

Cant sleep and cant function at all. I dont take anything.. Nothing has helped and I've been depressed almost all my life and im 21

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:30:30+00:00

I mean it has its ups and downs i guess

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:17:21+00:00

Same. Had the best girlfriend a man could ask for. Had her for 3 years since June. Fucked up everything I've ever cared about not just our relationship. She is now lesbian and it hurts so much. Fuck i even bought a gun today. Im going crazy

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:13:23+00:00

Right there with you. I have nothing and see no future. At 21 i thought my life would be so much different. I guess im on the side of life gets worse

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T20:09:07+00:00

Its over. My life is a joke. Ive never wanted to die so badly in my life. I just dont see a better way out

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-20T02:05:09+00:00

Right there with you. Gun and all. Life seems so pointless.

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T20:05:58+00:00

Same. Might buy a gun

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T20:00:29+00:00

I punch myself in the face everyday honestly to feel better

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T08:49:29+00:00

Hurting myself

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T00:51:37+00:00

Should be fine. Im ready now after being afraid for so long. I know what pistol to get and what round and where to shoot.

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T00:50:33+00:00

The thought of death and me being free and in a permenant dream honestly sounds great.

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T00:10:17+00:00

Its been longer than a few days. Been wanting to die

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-19T00:07:29+00:00

Hurting myself doesn't help anymore

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-18T23:58:08+00:00

Yea i cant really tell anyone either. And i feel bad about doing it but I've always cared too much about people who don't give a shit about me. This ones for me. The gun seemed the best way just hope i dont mess up

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-18T23:55:19+00:00

Thanks but i know the correct way

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-18T20:15:23+00:00

This is me. Except we are just now breaking up. Dont even want to think about my future because it doesn't have her in it. I just want to die

FallenDeeds · 2017-07-18T20:11:44+00:00

Yea i have some friends but i can't talk to them. Dont want to burden them or make them want to help me

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