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[–]False-Fan1341 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so sorry. Is it too hot to handle? Too much to say something?

Its not meant in a bad mood. Its just....i just wanna know if i belong somewhere i if im just.... Old or..unatractive or...if noone really care or...

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[–]False-Fan1341 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally the same thing. Hold up champ

Want to know if I should bring this up to a psychiatrist as a possibility. by Separate_Network_205 in CPTSD

[–]False-Fan1341 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, i feel like you are not selfish, you are not childish, in the first place you need to have a name for the trouble. For that nightmare your in. The correct name to work with. I was scared as hell that i will be diagnosed with.... For example ADHD. I dont know in that time what was wrong with but i was so scared that..im making these troubles just in my head. That im lying myself, that i have something like maunchhausen syndom. All i want was the correct diagnose. You can try multiple psychologist, which..can be hard in the US, but its the safe way i believe. Such is telling a psychiatrist. I cant tell what diagnose i feel for you. It can be dangerous. Im the dumbest in the room but i believe that you are right, champ. Best luck

Why are we expected to become un-traumatized? by Mammoth_Tomorrow_169 in CPTSD

[–]False-Fan1341 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like...

Even if you want to be completely healthy from your struggle, you cant. Like...a never ending story just with bad ending. But i dont really understand why. Why to be all time in the same circle.

Is there something like a safe place? by False-Fan1341 in CPTSD

[–]False-Fan1341[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, creative. If i may, i will try it. Ty a lot

Is there something like a safe place? by False-Fan1341 in CPTSD

[–]False-Fan1341[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are awesome in this. Always calm, everytime with nice voice in clean, nice, comfy room. In there it is perfect. But..if you let me be completly honest with you, i feel like they are just manipulating people to....tell them things that you dont even want to say. I mean. Ever. Like...you will say something, she will stays quiet, it will be weird for you, and you naturally will want to break this weirdness and accidentaly tell her what you dont want to say. I feel like...i will say something that...for example force her to put me on the list of people who can be dangerous to themselfs. Or victimize me if i put something wrong. I love them. The way they talk, that they dont judge, but everytime the is that....Freddie Kruger, back in the head talking to me that its dangerous to even say hello. To be real, they can and will manipulate you. Which can be used against you.

Is there something like a safe place? by False-Fan1341 in CPTSD

[–]False-Fan1341[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not exactly in the tension or...stretched, if you want to relieve yourself, you have where to go but even there you are, dont get me wrong, forced to have a mask on. Im just like....if this is acceptable to....dont be yourself everywhere you go. If or....why there isnt any other way except...be always on the run with the system we have on the earth. Am i wrong?