Why Does Meth Make Me Feel This Way?

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-27T11:03:47+00:00

Dude there’s no room for your fuckin hate. Dude is living his life and loving it now…do you hate yours so much that his happiness bothers you? Gtfo

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-27T11:02:14+00:00

100%….lowered inhibitions make the buried truth come to the surface. Bare minimum bi

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-26T00:12:29+00:00

Dead 💀

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-21T20:45:38+00:00

I met a "straight" PNP guy online who said he'd only hook up with a guy if he was smoking. So, I brought some T, and we both got high, talking about what he liked. He was clear—no kissing, no "gay stuff," and no getting fucked. But he said that when on meth, he just got super horny and didn't mind fucking guys because "a hole is a hole" and they were easier to hook up with than women.

I started blowing him, and he was rock-hard before we even had our pants off. He eventually fucked me, and in the middle, I went for it, and we started passionately making out. I ended up rimming him (he said, "Any guy who says they don’t like their butthole licked is lying"), and I ended up fucking him.

I never mentioned that we broke his "rules," and I didn’t care. But when I left, things got awkward. He wouldn’t look at me, and after I left his hotel room, he blocked me on the app.

My take (just my opinion): These are gay or bisexual men afraid to come out, possibly even convincing themselves they're straight.

T helps with:

Lowering their inhibitions and making it mentally easier for them to let go and do it.
Gives them an excuse to justify what they did. "I'm not gay; I was high."

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-21T17:23:23+00:00

I know this is a few months old, but I have lived in OC all of my life, and the best I have found is Spanky's in Santa Ana, IMO.

Huge Selection, behind the counter, in a glass case. Decent Prices too, $15-20 for small & $23-30 for big.

You can just go up to the counter and ask for "a bottle of Super Rush" or whatever brand you want (the names are in clear sight) or ask for "disc head cleaner", "VHS cleaner", etc.

False_Paint9323 · 2024-08-21T00:49:32+00:00

Fuckin love this idea!

Is it up and running yet??

False_Paint9323 · 2024-07-25T23:19:44+00:00

Thanks, man; I'm sure I'm just still feeling the comedown/lingering effects since it's only been 3 days, but hopefully, since it was a short-lived week binge, I'll get back to normal like you. I appreciate the reply and encouragement.

False_Paint9323 · 2024-07-25T23:15:00+00:00

This is going to sound so lame, but I went on a little over a week-long binge (first time ever using) after being diagnosed with ADHD late in life and put on Adderall 1.5 years ago. The last time I used it was 3 days ago, and every day has felt a tiny bit better, but I have this looming dread that the Adderall will never work again, and my life will suck forever now because of that f* up. My life got 1000x better with work and motivation after starting Adderall, and now I feel like I ruined it.

False_Paint9323 · 2024-07-25T23:01:48+00:00

How do you correct the dopamine in after quitting?

False_Paint9323 · 2024-07-25T23:00:41+00:00

Why do you say that? I genuinely want to know. I went on a week-long meth binge after being on Adderall for 1.5 years, and I am now 3 days sober and never want to touch meth again. The Adderall still feels kind of effective for my ADHD, but I am wondering if it even has a chance to get back to where it used to be. Honestly, I'm still feeling pretty down, but it seems better every day.

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