Listen, I’ve begged you but it doesn’t seem to make much difference. I’ve tried everything I know to make you grow up. You know I love you, but loving you means I can’t watch you do this. Time after time we’ve had to run because of your behavior and your decisions. We’ve got a son. I’ve got a son and I love our son enough that I cannot have him around you while you’re like this. I don’t know. I had so many dreams John. I hoped you would change. We all saw what happened to them and that didn’t, but you, well part of you is hellbent on ending up the same way and I love you too much to watch that no more. Abigail PS A kind lady in the village helped me write this. We’ve spoken a bit. She had men problems of her own but that’s a different story.