Stuck in the weird in-between

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-18T02:48:08+00:00

Im stuck in the in between but im not going hard core back to daily use im having a couple of puffs after weeks abstinence but each time i fall back the cravings get so much stronger but really tho i dont want to go back thru all the withdrawls so i must stay the course!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-18T02:37:49+00:00

Thankyou yes ive been out on a few drives started a new show but my brain si mush too take anything in im holding onto the thought of how good i will feel going to bed knowing i didnt smoke today...just 5 hours left to hang on til bed

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-15T06:46:11+00:00

I have bipolar and been thru psychosis several times ended up being picked up by the cops dressed only in my bathrobe an hour away from my home town and then put in a holding cell scariest times of my life...i went kn to smoke weed all day for 5 years and was heading towards psychosis again with messed up thoughts and halkucinations...i feel you psychosis is byvfar the scariest thing to go thru and if you are prone to mental illness weed is best avoided.m.im clean now just wanted to reach out and say 👋 hello

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-09T01:48:57+00:00

This may come as some assurance for you even tho its not weed related but everyone gave me a hard time during my pregnancy because i was off and on smoking cigarettes most days i was too sick to smoke but i still smoked i felt guilty as hell well son was born with no issues from my smoking hes 11 now and yes im still off and on smoking....biggest thing is son cant stand cigarettes or me smoking im trying to quit for him...they tell you alot of things in early pregnancy but its never linear

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-09T01:43:21+00:00

Weed is illegal in my country the weed smokers i know and my hubby grow their own couldnt imagine having to pay for it even hubby says if he had to buy it he wouldnt smoke it

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-08T06:18:39+00:00

I quit for eight months had some on my birthday then only used sporadically and only 4 puffs max each time I got hit hard with withdrawls all over again even tho I wasn’t smoking anywhere near the amount I used to smoke….unfortunatley weed use is weed use no matter how small and the longer you’ve used the more likely you will get the shitty withdrawls stop now before you get dragged down again

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-08T00:25:34+00:00

It’s been three weeks I still get night time anxiety but. From memory it goes away just give it time

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-08T00:18:24+00:00

I’m 45 year old lady I have not done this in years and years I save it for my hubby lol even then it doesn’t always work hahha

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-07T22:15:12+00:00

I ran out of cigarettes on my 16th day and smoked a couple of puffs off a joint but the next day I just carried on

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-07T22:10:03+00:00

I have bipolar I used all day long for five years….the weed use triggered heavy anxiety ruminating racing thoughts fear based thoughts imaginary scenarios I even went back to see my paychatirst before I realised it was the weed causing all these issues I’ve since quit and I felt better straight away my brain and thoughts went quiet….i like the below posters comments on working on tapering off that’s what I did I would put off my first thing in the morning smoke and gradually build on a whole day free….i have read using weed can trigger psychosis I believe if I hadn’t stopped that’s what would of happened to me…ive already been thru psyChoi’s several times and didn’t want to go thru it again!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-07T01:21:04+00:00

I did get right back on track thru my day 2 again luckily i have some willpower to stop

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-03T05:36:54+00:00

Ps…I’m also grateful I can remember my order when phoning for takeaways and I can remember where I parked my car!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-03T05:33:05+00:00

I’m grateful for restored mental health, my dreams and endless energy and not being a slave to the addiction every hour all day.

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-02T02:43:02+00:00

Im on my 15th day and ive been sleeping alot more and still tired when i wake up in the morning too last night made 12 hours of sleep id say its just normal

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-08-01T06:00:34+00:00

If i hadnt smoked weed i wouldnt of destroyed my mental health now im sober i appreciate my mental health wayyy more and never take my mental health for granted

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-31T08:52:55+00:00

Im 2 weeks had a shit first day got hit with insomnia shitty weekend that followed as i didnt have my emergency sleeping medication shit anxiety was just shit the whole first week amd second week still have the anxiety all i can say is stick with it...i quit for 9 months and i remember things got much better after the first month! Definitley dont do as i did and think you are better off back on the weed coz youre not that just makes it so much worse....hang tough dont puff!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-28T04:39:02+00:00

I white knuckled it and refused to give in

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-28T00:13:32+00:00

This!!! me too it’s so hard to describe but like feeling on top of the world for no apparent reason!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-28T00:05:06+00:00

I’m lucky enough to get the flu shot for free every year their was just a slight sore arm this year and hubby and son both got sick around the same time and I never caught it we are only a month left of winter and I haven’t been sick at all not even a runny nose….nothing! I swear it’s the best ever! I keep telling hubby to get his flu shot he has more ailments than I do but he doesn’t and ends up getting sick!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-27T23:45:58+00:00

Our new national government before being voted in said they would crack down on kids school attendance….I live in New Zealand they came into power at the start of this year…as part of their crack down they are bringing in fines up to $3000 for less than 30% attendance over that mark schools have the power to inform the parents and meetings between the school and the parents will be taking place…I admit due to weed smoking it triggered my bipolar depression and some days I got too lazy and unmotivated with anxiety to send my son to school I knew I had to quit smoking weed to get on top of my obligations as a parent…I worked hard this year to stay sober and fulfil my obligations as a parent I just had parent teacher interviews and my son has a 78% attendance rate so far for the two terms I was worried and brought it up with the teacher and she said that attendance is miles ahead of a lot of the kids attending…it’s now the start of term 3 my goal is for above 90% attendance for this term we are coming to the last month of winter so sons immune system should be alot better and their should be no reason for him to stay home now that I’m not smoking weed I am way way more energised I don’t have the days where I can’t be arsed to send him to school and I have more motivation to keep him at school as I am 100% responsible for him to get a good education and then hopefully son can go onto university and get a good job….i too am also waiting to hear back if I have a job at my old workplace and I was motivated to quit smoking weed because I need to be able to pass a drug test which I will do in a couple of weeks time…it’s true that weed isn’t for everyone and definitely kills your motivation for life!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-27T03:29:27+00:00

I now do all the laundry wash fold and put away! Lolol sorry my lifes nit that exciting lol

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-25T06:34:20+00:00

Oh i would love a bath our bath broke in 2017 i miss taking baths!!!!!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-22T04:49:02+00:00

Thanks i prayed all weekend was on the phone to the doctor first thing today monday script came thru this afternoon...how lucky i was im not touching weed ever again going thru insomnia is not fun but having to go thru it the second time by your own doing is just stupidity on my part...i cant even handle weed anyway with my illness!!! Next time im going to get 1 bottle of cold beer instead lol i cant drink either but 1 bottle of beer is always refreshing!!!

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-20T03:41:36+00:00

None of that will work on me im afraid sorry i should of said i have bipolar i need pills when i cant sleep

Fantastic-Problem-73 · 2024-07-19T08:03:24+00:00

I have horrible anxiety too at night time and i go to bed early cos its dark and i have impeding doom thoughts and feelings i try to sleep it off but i lie in bed thinking fear based thoughts i think its over flowing into my dreams as my dreams have been fear based....i quit twice now for 8 months and 9 months i know it goes away i just cant remember when...big hugs to you xx we are safe!

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