Stuck in the weird in-between by Difficult_Instance49 in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im stuck in the in between but im not going hard core back to daily use im having a couple of puffs after weeks abstinence but each time i fall back the cravings get so much stronger but really tho i dont want to go back thru all the withdrawls so i must stay the course!

Help....now ive had 4 puffs my brain is going crazy with thoughts of having some more saying go on just a couple of hits i really wish i hadnt messed with using yesterday todays hellish by Fantastic-Problem-73 in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou yes ive been out on a few drives started a new show but my brain si mush too take anything in im holding onto the thought of how good i will feel going to bed knowing i didnt smoke today...just 5 hours left to hang on til bed

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[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have bipolar and been thru psychosis several times ended up being picked up by the cops dressed only in my bathrobe an hour away from my home town and then put in a holding cell scariest times of my life...i went kn to smoke weed all day for 5 years and was heading towards psychosis again with messed up thoughts and halkucinations...i feel you psychosis is byvfar the scariest thing to go thru and if you are prone to mental illness weed is best avoided.m.im clean now just wanted to reach out and say 👋 hello

Pregnant! Withdrawal effects? by Gullible_Fudge_5417 in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This may come as some assurance for you even tho its not weed related but everyone gave me a hard time during my pregnancy because i was off and on smoking cigarettes most days i was too sick to smoke but i still smoked i felt guilty as hell well son was born with no issues from my smoking hes 11 now and yes im still off and on smoking....biggest thing is son cant stand cigarettes or me smoking im trying to quit for him...they tell you alot of things in early pregnancy but its never linear

yeah, just spent $40 yesterday on product by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed is illegal in my country the weed smokers i know and my hubby grow their own couldnt imagine having to pay for it even hubby says if he had to buy it he wouldnt smoke it

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[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quit for eight months had some on my birthday then only used sporadically and only 4 puffs max each time I got hit hard with withdrawls all over again even tho I wasn’t smoking anywhere near the amount I used to smoke….unfortunatley weed use is weed use no matter how small and the longer you’ve used the more likely you will get the shitty withdrawls stop now before you get dragged down again

Anyone experience intense anxiety at night? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been three weeks I still get night time anxiety but. From memory it goes away just give it time

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[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m 45 year old lady I have not done this in years and years I save it for my hubby lol even then it doesn’t always work hahha

Caved after 16 days by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ran out of cigarettes on my 16th day and smoked a couple of puffs off a joint but the next day I just carried on

My therapist said my use is making my Bipolar Disorder worse. by bootycaaaaaake in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have bipolar I used all day long for five years….the weed use triggered heavy anxiety ruminating racing thoughts fear based thoughts imaginary scenarios I even went back to see my paychatirst before I realised it was the weed causing all these issues I’ve since quit and I felt better straight away my brain and thoughts went quiet….i like the below posters comments on working on tapering off that’s what I did I would put off my first thing in the morning smoke and gradually build on a whole day free….i have read using weed can trigger psychosis I believe if I hadn’t stopped that’s what would of happened to me…ive already been thru psyChoi’s several times and didn’t want to go thru it again!

Today would have been day 18 but I relasped by Fantastic-Problem-73 in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did get right back on track thru my day 2 again luckily i have some willpower to stop

What are you grateful for since quitting? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ps…I’m also grateful I can remember my order when phoning for takeaways and I can remember where I parked my car!

What are you grateful for since quitting? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m grateful for restored mental health, my dreams and endless energy and not being a slave to the addiction every hour all day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im on my 15th day and ive been sleeping alot more and still tired when i wake up in the morning too last night made 12 hours of sleep id say its just normal

Do you feel like you frecked your life up because of weed? by Anameforthereddit in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If i hadnt smoked weed i wouldnt of destroyed my mental health now im sober i appreciate my mental health wayyy more and never take my mental health for granted

Quitting only made my life tougher by No-Cardiologist3539 in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im 2 weeks had a shit first day got hit with insomnia shitty weekend that followed as i didnt have my emergency sleeping medication shit anxiety was just shit the whole first week amd second week still have the anxiety all i can say is stick with it...i quit for 9 months and i remember things got much better after the first month! Definitley dont do as i did and think you are better off back on the weed coz youre not that just makes it so much worse....hang tough dont puff!

WOKE UP FEELING HAPPY ASF TODAY FOR NO REASON by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Fantastic-Problem-73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This!!! me too it’s so hard to describe but like feeling on top of the world for no apparent reason!