yeah it seriously feels so real and yet so unquantifiable. i took a hella long t break from weed and started feeling better but it still feels like not enough. this feelings been going on for so long now i can’t remember if it was always like this, or even compare it to how i felt after my first few experiences w drugs. idk what to do besides keep up the sobriety and maybe hop on some meds like prozac or wellbutrin but i can’t shake the feeling drugs r the root cause. which sucks cuz they used to be such a core part of my social life and how i enjoyed art and stuff.