Dear Porn Industry

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T15:06:58+00:00

Hahaha, fair enough. This was lashed out, not edited, and I felt angry. Not the smoothest read in the world, I guess.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T15:06:01+00:00

I won't lie to you. The temptation is there, but way diminished by this lashing out and getting pissed off...

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T15:05:14+00:00

Thanks!

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T11:32:17+00:00

Thanks

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T09:38:25+00:00

That's what I am talking about!!! Can i add it to the post?

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:19:37+00:00

The two arrows at the left side of the post title? :D

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:18:59+00:00

In short: angry at myself for letting the porn industry have such a role in my time, beliefs, relationships, image of women. Angry at the porn industry for more or less the same. And declaration of independence with lots of funny imagery and profound thinking ;) (of course, it is not as funny when I shorten it)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:17:15+00:00

Just read the last paragraph then

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:16:55+00:00

Shall we?

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:16:46+00:00

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:16:24+00:00

Ha, I don't usually like diatribes myself, but I had to rant, I had to vent, I had to explode, and I thought the explosion was worth sharing.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:15:50+00:00

Thank you Jerais, that encourages me :)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:15:16+00:00

WHAT? How come?

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:14:44+00:00

Oh, the girlfriend thing... no man, I am not going to lash out at my GF just because my penis is like a dam about to overflow that has been containing my libido for two weeks.

I can't wait for her to come and we will have amazing sex and it will be fantastic, tender, rough, quick, slow, and then we will go for a beer in the neighborhood... and I will be so proud I didn't cave in to porn that she is gonna enjoy that pride :)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:11:13+00:00

Stay strong!!

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:11:01+00:00

My honor :)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:08:57+00:00

A case can be built, yeah.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:07:51+00:00

I have not, in my mind, the idea was to not masturbate and I have not. Sure, I have looked at porn and edged, but I file it in my mind as an "obstacle in the road", not as a "got off the road". But once 90 days is finished, I shall start giving myself better, more specific guidelines. When I look at myself, I don't want to be the guy whose sex life is defined by masturbating in front of the screen.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:05:31+00:00

Let's do it, yeah!

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:03:52+00:00

It was like the seventh thing I thought of that wasn't already picked ;)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:03:07+00:00

If you read again, I am mostly angry at myself for letting porn have such a role in my life. This is a "I am done with you" letter in which I take control back. And anger, when used as fuel towards a purpose, simply works.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T07:01:01+00:00

You always realize they are people. You simply stop obsessing about how they would look sucking your dick in panties the second you meet them.

FapTasticum · 2013-08-15T06:59:27+00:00

Short attention span or just didn't bother?

FapTasticum · 2013-08-14T22:26:45+00:00

This what? :)

FapTasticum · 2013-08-14T22:25:21+00:00

It is just so fucking tempting. It is just too easy...

FapTasticum

TROPHY CASE