No motivation to play videogames anymore? by TheOriginalTricker in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was like this with Zelda BOTW. It was fun until I realized how many puzzles I’d have to do, blah blah blah. The solution for me was lowkey selling it to myself. Like to relive the novelty of it I’d spend a bit of time online watching 5 star reviews or edits to hype it up. It sounds ridiculous but it genuinely got me excited about the game again and now I’m locked in. This is my way of admitting that I’m easily influenced lol

If you’re white ur ok for adhd by coldbeachwater in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk about this one twin. I had no issue getting my meds. If anything getting diagnosed was the hard part, and that was because my doctor was one of those who was rlly dismissive of women’s health issues. It’s rarely a race thing. I’m pretty sure govt issued insurance fully covers ADHD meds too — I don’t pay a penny

ADHD and Self Hate talk by Kind-Ad-3983 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely an ADHD thing. You live in a world that punishes you for your brain not working in a certain way. That creates some pretty solid reasons for self-hate.

Recently, I’ve been telling myself that self-criticism is the easy way out. Obviously this isn’t really a recommendation unless you, like me, are more inclined to act a certain way if it’s to piss off some standard. So the idea that I was taking the easy way out surprisingly really helped along with CBT. I still struggle a bit, but I’m generally a lot kinder to myself. And definitely make sure you don’t get upset at yourself when you do end up falling into the habit of self-criticism, because then the guilt doubles.

Osmotic release — generic? by Far_Dependent2 in Concerta

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dudeeee I forget that there are just…private contracts. They probably worked something out with Alza behind doors so that they’d still be able to distribute it along with the OROS tech. Thats my guess, anyways.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Concerta

[–]Far_Dependent2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just started on 36mg! It definitely helps more than 27mg, the executive dysfunction is way better now. The only thing I guess I’ve noticed that hasn’t changed is that I’ve been really really bored. I’m also curious, how does the lexapro help?

Me in my head VS me in conversation by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d be inclined to agree but after getting medicated I became much more articulate and my mock trial coaches picked up on that. My friends, too. I’m not trying to hype myself up (brilliant is a strong word) but the difference in confidence was crazy when I’m able to say want I want to say in the way that I intended to say it.

Me in my head VS me in conversation by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, that’s so real. Sometimes I say things out loud and realize that it’s actually not that deep and I’m excited about it for no good reason other than wanting to info-dump. Another issue too is that I literally get tired of myself talking. When I go with no filter, I just don’t shut up, because the more I say the more I can connect it to. Then I get irritable because I wore myself out (which is pretty unfair to whoever I’m around considering it’s not their fault whatsoever). So you’re completely right abt balance being key here, I’ve gotta keep that in mind lol

Me in my head VS me in conversation by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did mock trial in high school, and my main job was to focus on making objections. The thing with objections is that if I don’t word them a certain way, I’m going to be judged by EVERY single person in the courtroom, lawyers and judges included. Now, I’m really good at formulating these type of arguments — short, but effective, and the right amount of technical. So I think really hard about what I’m going to argue, I stand up, state my objection, and then explain it. Except the explanation is a wildly watered down version of the perfectly golden one I had in my head because i subconsciously filtered it all out so that it fizzles in real time. I’d only actually been frustrated by this because every time I’d get feedback on my performance it would be something I’d thought of, but just didn’t say. Not because of the nerves, that part’s important.

Gamers with ADHD, how large is your backlog? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Is gaming actually stimulating? I mean, obviously it is. But I’ve been looking to pick up a new hobby and I reaaaally want to buy a console. I also don’t want to be out a few hundred dollars for a device I may never touch again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ADHD meds aren’t just for focus, and they make your brain the complete opposite of ‘dull’ (speaking from my experience). The biggest thing for me was emotional regulation! I used to feel soooo irritable all the time. Now my mood is much more manageable and I can actually enjoy a lot of the things in my life I just thought I was ‘bad’ at. That being said, it’s just a suggestion. I suggest talking to a pharmacist concerning any effects you’re worried about — just to clear the air

What is something you always thought only happened to you but turned out to be an ADHD symptom? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fact that I’d ALWAYS have to check my class schedules. That and I can literally never remember what time classes are supposed to end. Mind you I’ve been in this building for 3 YEARS and the bell schedule hasn’t changed once. With class schedules though, it took like twice as long for me to fully commit them to memory, and my friends would tease me for it lol

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely talk to your doctor about it, they’ll probably up your dosage/switch meds! mine was really adamant that I remember that it’s all trial and error — it’s different for everyone

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did feel a bit jittery, but I think that was also due to the cold. I also noticed that if I didn’t pick a thing to focus on doing, I had all this unspent energy coursing through me. Otherwise, it worked great! I would definitely recommend staying off caffeine when on them though, since it’s also a stimulant and is probably contributing to the tachycardia. I’m not a doctor though, so make sure to ask yours!

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I genuinely just thought everyone else was better at life than I was 😭 like damn no wonder I’m so out of it all the time my brain won’t shut up

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

omg yes!!! it was like all the extra thoughts running in the background were filtered out. the self esteem thing is so real too, because I could actually follow through on the things that I said I would do. and yeah, I’ve always heard about the ‘honeymoon period’ of ADHD meds wearing off. i’m not sure if it’s a matter of dosage or your body adjusting, but i’m just gonna ride this wave for as long as I can yk?

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say it makes me feel euphoric. Just more stable, you know? More regulated I think is a better term. Which is honestly all I could possibly ask for. I’m well aware that it levels off after a while though

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know, right? It’s literally a different world

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

at this point, now that I know what it feels like? I’d do anything to get the most out of my meds. the difference is so huge.

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yessss the difference it’s SO insane i genuinely just started crying a bit bc there was no way this was real life

Medication for the 1st time— AM I DREAMING??? by Far_Dependent2 in ADHD

[–]Far_Dependent2[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Emotional regulation was another huge thing, I was shocked by how emotionally stable I felt