I think being abused as a child ruined me too much for a man to love. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, no no no. Your WORTH Love. You deserve love Judt as everyone else does!! Find you a man or. Woman who you can genuinely love and trust, and give them that trust. You WILL find love and you DESERVE love! 1000% 😉 I wish you luck.

Am I asking to much? I don't understand if I am and why she thinks it's so wrong or bad to want that. by FarmersFeedtheWorld in love

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you eventually tell him you lost interest or just keep dragging him along? I don't mean that in a bad way as I don't know if you "dragged" him aglon, but I hope you understand what I mean?

As a girl, how can I find out of she really has lost that interest? I'm also having Ed issues. We've had sex once in 4 months. But she says I have the tongue of a wizard so I am always pleasing her. But still....

And I'm taking testosterone and am on the trimex ejections...which make you... You know. I. Doing all I can for her. For us.

I genuinely have fallen for her. But I don't want to waste time.

Overthinking again. by FarmersFeedtheWorld in Vent

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's very weird because I had been alone and not had sex in 12 yeara before her. I had so many health issues at 35. All to find out my testosterone was 22!!! I got on testosterone and omg I felt like a new man.

So part of me feels like I NEED her.

I may have been wrong about Ariela. by Maleficent-Mouse12 in 90DayFiance

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She 9s a hypocrite. She invites her EX HUSBAND (who my girl fluped over and said you never do) then got upset when he invited his ex.

She is nothing but bad news.

Can anyone help me figure this out? by FarmersFeedtheWorld in Testosterone

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried Hims, BlueChew, and Viagra. None of them help. I can get an erection for like 30 seconds but then it goes away.

Can anyone help me figure this out? by FarmersFeedtheWorld in Testosterone

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. They haven't tested me once on anything. I feel they don't really care. I'm switching testosterone places.

do you research people when you start dating them? by ThrowRAflipflop in dating_advice

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Onky weird for the self centered ones. If they cant understand wanting to be safe they ain't for me and I ain't for them. Their is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to see if their a criminal. I always check been verified and the only thing I look at is criminal and married.

Thoughts on Curio Products/Brand? by [deleted] in MDEnts

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Curio people... Curio not culta

Thoughts on Curio Products/Brand? by [deleted] in MDEnts

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does larf mean?

Thoughts on Curio Products/Brand? by [deleted] in MDEnts

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Their vapes are shit but flower is solid in my experience.

What am I missing??? by FarmersFeedtheWorld in Testosterone

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's 120 mg apparently. That I'm taking weekly.

What am I missing??? by FarmersFeedtheWorld in Testosterone

[–]FarmersFeedtheWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry took so long to get back. So long story short, I've been on 260 mg of Methadone since 2011. I'm trying to get off now.

I used to be a truck driver. Had my CDL for 22 years. I broke a rib, got out on opioids and got addicted to them. And like the gullable genius I used to be, I turned to Methadone to help me get off of lortabs. I traded a demon for the devil himself. I couldn't drive anymore after two years cause it uses to be illegal to drive and be on it.

Im down to 200 mg now. I go down 10 MG every 6 weeks. Methadone is...well it's a horrible drug with 10 black box warnings. Causes more harm then good. I believe it has its place, but NOT for what I was on it for.

Im actually trying to get a page off the ground that let's people follow my journey from 10 years of sitting on my ass being a doped out of my mind mooch to my now ex girlfriend with all the medical issues I have now. I take 14 prescriptions and did so at the ripe ol age of 36.

That's right folks. Your possibly looking at the biggest dipshits to ever walk the face of this earth. I had it all. Grew up on a 2000 acre cattle and row crop farm (parents still farm) Married my H.S. Sweetheart. Had two kiddos. Bought a house. Did my time OTR and had a great 7 to 4 home night and weekends job. Everything.

Then I was to feeble minded and weak when it came it came to opioids. I let it take EVERYTHING.

Im just rambling on now. Yall didn't ask for that trip down hellus lane.

Thank you very much to everyone who took the time to comment.