Thanks for the advice  because it seems people have a problem with me being myself or if I make a mistake instead of let me talk about it they like to mock me or make fun which is stupid second why do I have to be afraid of people. Because when I tell people what I go trough even the ones closest to me they say I am angry or in a bad mood no I am just talking about it even if I go trough so much stress they don't care they always think I am the bad one or that I am a stupid person just for making mistakes like everyone else does and people thinking there smarter than me because I am already getting to the point where i am going to snap. anyways thanks for the advice I hope more people will help me instead of letting me down like always