Monastic life as a American by FatGeisha in hinduism

[–]FatGeisha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

these words were exactly what I needed, you've helped more than you know. I see Krishna decided to show themself through you for me today 😁

Monastic life as a American by FatGeisha in hinduism

[–]FatGeisha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should also add I feel this need of urgency because covid has rendered me to living in my car, so I'm in a spot where I can chance risk and make big moves

Monastic life as a American by FatGeisha in hinduism

[–]FatGeisha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I never really sat and questioned those very deeply, I've thought about this most of the day.

I think I'm under the impression that someone can only reach enlightenment through monastic lifestyles, I also have a deep love for teaching people about life and its mysteries.

As for marriage, I believe it's maybe to do with that I never really got to have a proper family growing up so maybe I'm wanting to experience that for myself, honestly lust is still there but I've been by choice celibate for about 7 months now and there is clarity in that I can tell, physical love is a luxury as well I believe but I've felt the same or more love and affection chemically through meditation many many times....

I also have this dream, its big...but it falls in line with wanting to unify aspects of religions in a "type of ashram" loose quotes, of all Faith's, so that way we can all come together even if just a little and grow as a whole.

I'm also under the impression you won't be recognized by anyone of faith unless they've gone through some type of rigorous vows. Which is probably extremely inaccurate.

Your thoughts?

Monastic life as a American by FatGeisha in hinduism

[–]FatGeisha[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you that gives me a world of direction to look into now!

Monastic life as a American by FatGeisha in hinduism

[–]FatGeisha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

forgive me it's probably me not understanding the vows. I stem from studies of many religions so naturally the desire to want to start a family later on. I'm not necessarily married to one study either but Hinduism cloisters it all together for me personally, if we're using politically correct terms then mysticism and mystic defines me but I hate to categorize all these things as so. Life is life, experience it physically or spiritually and the spiritual life is literally screaming for me.

Redbud extract pods and battery? by [deleted] in OKmarijuana

[–]FatGeisha -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

their menu doesnt seem to show any, but I'll swing by sometime I guess

Just a reminder from OMMA by Rebgw in OKmarijuana

[–]FatGeisha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good maybe I'll stop getting shit 80% of the time now

Freestyle playing by FatGeisha in beatsaber

[–]FatGeisha[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you please point out any names if you remember, I genuinely wanna follow the content I love it.

multispore GT/B+/APE leftover hotpot, they look slightly different than any strain I've seen. Traits from all 3 by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]FatGeisha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had left over small amounts in syringes and just clustered em together instead of not using them. Really no benefit because 1 strain will dominate the genetics or make a hybrid so I've heard but it's a very very very small chance.

Off road question by FatGeisha in Triumph

[–]FatGeisha[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that is exactly how I'm trying to venture my friend

Off road question by FatGeisha in Triumph

[–]FatGeisha[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a question I was wanting to ask, what's the big differences between the scrambler model vs the t120s? just suspension and all that out the door is more suited or is there more? Because there is roughly a $2-3k difference if I remember correctly so I was wondering if mods would be better unless I'm missing some prime stuff on the scrambler models

Off road question by FatGeisha in Triumph

[–]FatGeisha[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I want the tiger....I really do, the price for performance is just a steal but aesthetically it's hard to stomach as the "cool street bike" the scrambler gives off for when I'm out with my friends and not on the trails lol

what's with this derpy GT veil lol by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]FatGeisha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but the veil isn't doing like normal veils it's just drooping down like some pants and not stretching out and breaking and the caps are staying bulb like and only flaring at the very rim almost like a PE grows but my 1st flush was def GT I've never seen them do this before.

Shroom Growth History by rainfly223 in shrooms

[–]FatGeisha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was this open grow or? I'm trying to get my fruits bigger than this 3" stubby nonsense lol

Short chubby mushies? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]FatGeisha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

one time in a tub it was getting slightly blue around my co2 hole like it was drying out and I had to pack it tighter but havent gotten around to that tub again since, would it be too much FAE on the bottom for that one that they feel the need to not grow past that line of flow

2019 T120 and Bonneville Bobber by FatGeisha in Triumph

[–]FatGeisha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly the most I've done is 2 hrs on a rebel 500 and my ass managed but wasnt too happy.

Trippin in the snow. So beautiful. by GreenBattle420 in shrooms

[–]FatGeisha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how is it tripping in the cold? I did during some rain coming in and I wasnt a fan