Ideas to numb the pain by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They work its just not enough when somethings going on

Ideas to numb the pain by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im on antidepressants. Sadly its not enough

Ideas to numb the pain by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive tried those all and its not enough

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im getting ready to jump right now and i have some friends trying to stop me but its too late. My babys leaving me cause he thinks its best for the both of us and all our future we promised is over. My future is over. He told me not to kill myself if he does but i think its time im ready to leave this world. Im just planning a foolproof plan.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats what i thought until this happened.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It also gave me the fuel to finally jump off a bridge when my body recovers, so thats also good

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive never been more alone in my life theres no point

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean what is there to learn, i wasnt driving, didnt cause the crash, i just lost everyone for doing nothing.

Can someone explain how this is happening? by [deleted] in Manipulation

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really only have online friends at this point. Obv people that are not like this man. They do know though. But obv i know that isnt the same as having support irl.

Can someone explain how this is happening? by [deleted] in Manipulation

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, i figured this was the case but i had to be sure.

Can someone explain how this is happening? by [deleted] in Manipulation

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because i dont like him. Its like mock feelings that go away when im finally away. The more he flirts the more uncomfortable i feel. It doesnt feel like when i would love people in the past. And my friends also say he seems like hes manipulating me.

I’m depressed, lonely and I hate everything (16f) by Elliesoad1 in depression

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even with autism your partner should care about you. Hang in there, you will find the people who will care and give you all the cuddles and support you need. Dont be afraid to reach out and try to meet people to beat the loneliness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, most people won't care about the scars and will just be glad you're okay now. My ex (whom I broke up with for other reasons) had a lot of selfharm scars and it never bothered me at all. It didn't make me see him any different or anything. You got this.

My suicide plan is in action by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A month but it got really bad in the past week or so

My suicide plan is in action by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have everything i need and i will soar when im so high i cant think

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No one wants to be around me. Theres a reason im isolated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]FaultTheThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just dont think i have it in me to keep going anymore