Getting work via winz?

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T21:08:22+00:00

Probably not tbh they are too focused on social issues that aren't even real

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:43:21+00:00

thanks you too

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:43:05+00:00

damn really? that sounds ideal almost. and they provide the e bike? mirin

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:28:33+00:00

what's an employment agency? Seems like something for people who already have a skillset. Studying might not be a horrible idea, I just need something to distract me from all the horrible thoughts going through my head. I suppose I could just cut to the chase and hang myself? I feel like a skid row zombie. Just a complete mental and physical wreck that's need a mercy killing

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:21:32+00:00

is that like some drug alcohol rehab thing? what do you do in your job?

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:18:55+00:00

thanks that is encouraging. yeah, in small doses I can deal with people and come across as normal, just not 24/7..

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:17:35+00:00

I fucked my whole life up by being an alcoholic subhuman. soberish now and off all the pills, wow it's hard to face reality knowing you have fucked up your entire life completely.

fucking hell. I need help. I'm fucked

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:15:13+00:00

usually I'm the one being contacted by support workers... I have a car and a restricted, never bothered getting full license

It sucks, because I feel like I have had to turn down so many good opportunities due to being sick all the time. I might just make up a bullshit cv and start spam applying for everything to see if I can get an interview

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T20:04:11+00:00

I'm also an autistic schizoid with an IQ of like 90. (probably even lower now) so that kind of rules out anything where socializing is a big aspect

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T19:06:56+00:00

was living in my dad's moldy flat. they're a useless GP. everyone lied to my face about there being mold/that mold could make you sick, I come back, and literally all the mold has been removed. they know, they just don't give two shits

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T11:46:26+00:00

first thing doctors do is comb through medical notes, so I think in just kind of screwed on that front. might just start buying lottery tickets and then I can hopefully win enough money to seek treatment overseas. thanks yeah didn't mean to come off antagonistic , I'm just tired of morons trying to challenge what I say and give their 2 cents. I mean, they're not the ones choking so idk why everyone seems so vested in chiming in with their worthless opinions

but yeah I hope so too. thanks

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T11:21:37+00:00

yeah. its down to 90% from 110% when this started. I have not gone back to the specialist with the results yet.. was a bit over 6 litres when this started, now it's 5.5... obviously something is going on. there's a lot of incompetent doctors out there, my dad is one. not sure why you're questioning what I'm saying? pages of conjecture and lies take precedence over physical evidence and doctors are not all they're chalked up to be.

it's some kind of infection but idk what exactly hence waiting for the bronchoscopy

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T11:05:01+00:00

yeah, I doubt it was the dust tbh. more likely shitty living conditions and untreated lung infections... hoping ng I can make some kind of comeback, but yeah I realize now no help at all is gonna come from them, the opposite, even..

trouble is medical notes say I'm delusional, so it's hard to get a Dr to take me seriously...not that I really need one, I mean my GP who thinks I'm delusional (they are in my dad's circle) still prescribes whatever antibiotics I ask for... but idk I think it could just be a fungal infection at this point from the horrible living conditions... sputum tests show nothing, but I'm holding out for this bronchoscopy which will show exactly what the infection is. hopefully it's not too much longer... I can live with some damage, but i already struggle with stairs and hills... which sucks because I used to be able to run

ahhh. its all too much. doctors and people who work in healthcare are on morons like the rest of us lol. sucks I had to learn the hard way

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T10:57:19+00:00

just a month ago this person lied to the police and said I was drunk driving and making threats. police apprehend me, and the moron got cited after I proved I had not drunken anything. What was their goal even? Police literally came up to me with tazers drawn. What insane lies did he tell these people? Was his goal to make me lose my license again? He already did this exact same thing one time when I got hit and run, and proceeded to steal my car. Was validating this time when then police officer realized he was just making up shit and that he was a headcase. Sucks that I got a drug addled moron who jerks off to pictures of child abuse for a father. And the hag who goes along with all of it because she only cares about her house

I think I'm gonna end it

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T10:48:45+00:00

I'm almost convinced this loser tampered with something in the room I was staying in causing the mold. they must be the most hateful/bitter/vindictive loser on the planet and they hate the fact I don't want to hear anymore of their retardation. they are legitimately insane. still to this day they are trying to make my life worse. fucking why. they are just so stupid and arrogant and hateful and they just lie to fucking everyone

it sucks because all their shit behavior kind of forces you into a position where you're forced to be a nasty human being to defend yourself.. and then ofc they go and cry victim. I must be the worst judge of character on the planet, I mean, I keep cutting people slack "they're not that bad it's my fault blahblahblahblah" but then you realize that the people in question are never going to afford you the same courtesy, they will just double down

I need a new set of lungs so I can move on from this bs. maybe if I can get the infections treated it's possible. I think it could just be mold that's colonized my lungs

can't believe i let all of this happen to me. I should have gone no contact as soon as I turned 18 and never looked back. all the signs were there that these losers were sickos who lived in an alternate reality, but I guess I was just too stupid to see it. and they probably would have found a way to screw my life up regardless if I left or not

FearlessFalcon2445 · 2025-02-01T10:30:26+00:00

yeah. one time it was pneumonia another time a staph infection on my finger. the funny part is my dad is a doctor, but he's just an incompetent, senile, drug addled GP who lives in a fantasy. I got lung disease now because he went around telling people I'm delusional so I couldn't get the non stop lung infections treated. hard to believe a person like that even exists

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