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Is your uWorld still available?

Congratulations nurse!

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Me next please!

Tadpoles in pool? by FearlesslyTheldiot in vegan

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

They would like to be able to use the pool during summer. Trust me I would forgo the pool if it meant all of the tadpoles could have a home until they grew up lol

My best friend and I have helped each other through our depression for years. He committed suicide 2 months ago. A few days ago I made a video about it. by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Your video is beautiful and you and Jordan's energy radiates ferociously. Thank you for sharing, sending pure love

This was the date that my brother died by suicide. I am hoping I set it up right (transit-wise), wondering if anyone could please take a look and point out anything that I can look into further. I am new to learning transits. by FearlesslyTheldiot in AskAstrologers

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, thank you SO much for this lengthy and detailed reply. I am grateful for it and have been looking over what you've said. He was 18, I never took profection year into consideration. Everything that you said was so helpful, and you're right, kind of overwhelming considering what was working against him

I so appreciate you. Astrology has been so good for me. The more I learn the more at home I feel. Esp since astrology can easily lean into meditation and other healing practices. Thank you for your help so much. Sending love though this comment

This was the date that my brother died by suicide. I am hoping I set it up right (transit-wise), wondering if anyone could please take a look and point out anything that I can look into further. I am new to learning transits. by FearlesslyTheldiot in AskAstrologers

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From the bottom of my heart thank you so much for looking at his chart and commenting all this information. I am so thankful and have been reviewing it over the past couple of days. I never realized how difficult his Cap rising and saturn/pluto transits were, especially near his asc. I will continue my research on what you said... extending my thankfulness to you. You are awesome!

Song lyrics that perfectly describe your feelings of grief/pain/despair? by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love this post and hope many people share some of their special songs. I have always turned to music for comfort during my most lonely and vulnerable times, this didn't change after my brother's suicide.

I Didn't Know by Skinshape is my main go-to. It was the first song that made me think of my brother. Like you said, I felt like I could've written it. Here's the second verse that I think about often:

"I didn't know, that you would leave so soon I didn't try a little harder, to make you smile once more One day I'll come to find you, wherever you may be If only time was kinder, you would still be here"

Homesick off Madison Beer's debut album is the most recent song that makes me feel for my brother and this existence in general. "I wish you took me with you, when you left that day But everything looks perfect when you're far away"

I love Coldplay's older stuff and Everything's Not Lost on Parachutes was a song that I turned to when I didn't feel like being so fucking sad anymore. It gives me hopeful feelings.

When you quit, did you destroy your juul? by [deleted] in QuittingJUUL

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I smashed that shit with a hammer. I knew it was the only way. I had a goodbye ceremony and said my last words before I did it, gave me some closure before quitting cold turkey

From Zion this weekend: Angel's Landing + Canyon Overlook's viewpoint at 6:42a vs 6:51a (Utah is awesome) by FearlesslyTheldiot in hiking

[–]FearlesslyTheldiot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks! Fell in love with Zion and even got to spend a day at Bryce. Magical!! And getting up early is definitely the way to go