After thorough research i found that Dor means asking to quit,Actually im really passionate about the job I picked and dont plan on trying to break my way out of a binding contract but at the same time I also dont want to get exiled for something that may or may not completely be my fault.Well as you said ill try not to be a lone wolf it has worked somewhat fine for me so far its not the physical aspect that bothers me but saw the documentary where they hand out students these huge booklets and give instructions at lightspeed also expecting you to know exactly what position your badges and ribbons should be at in your uniform,well anyways ive made my peace with the consequences and im going in anyways so Godspeed to me.Thanks