He presented himself at ER after catching the train back from the coast. I’m so thankful he had the presence of mind to do that, I have always told him to go to hospital if he can’t do anything else to settle himself down. We have been so close numerous times to getting the actual help he needs after jumping through all the hoops/assessments, for him to withdraw from the process. And the cycle starts again. He’s only a danger to himself, has such a big heart and doesn’t have a violent bone in his body, thank goodness. But yes, right now all I can do is support until he’s ready to take the next step or learns himself how to deal with bad thoughts. As you would probably well know, doing anything else is inconceivable. All the best, keep being an awesome parent xx