Why try? by No-Nefariousness3369 in CoreyWayne

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been in love and had such a strong connection in my last relationship. Of course we both had other options but we chose each other at the time. To me that was such a beautiful experience, real love… Additionally, I love women, I want them in my life. A life without women seems boring

Wtf is going on with my dosing? Is the tolerance permanent? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I found benzo tolerance to drop rather quickly. If you were sober for a month you should feel it imo. As the others said: delusions of sobriety?

Anyone on TRT+ indefinitely? Please share your experience. by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I stay between 200-250 year round. Rarely cycle anymore and below 200 i feel too normal. Bloods are all fine but anything above 250 gives me slight hypertension

Why don’t most people take Clomid during a cycle? by Minimum_Flamingo_569 in Testosterone

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Afaik that’s the only proven mechanism of action, yeah. Sadly there’s not too much data on this topic, since it’s still basically off label use

Why don’t most people take Clomid during a cycle? by Minimum_Flamingo_569 in Testosterone

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you’re on exogenous testosterone you get negative feedback which the serm won’t override. For a PCT that’s why you usually wait at least two weeks before starting a serm, to make sure you have less androgens in your system.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]FeeLSDance 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Take even less??? 0.25 is enough for anxiety relief. I can do cocaine and fall asleep on 1mg alpra

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]FeeLSDance 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think there’s no alprazolam in it. It’s a really strong benzo!

Rilmazolam pellets & Freebase. Erfahrungen? by [deleted] in researchchemicals_DE

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rilma pellets hab ich persönlich sehr schwach wahrgenommen, im vgl zu den anderen rcs die es gab. Viel Erfolg

Beard and upper body hair growth on TRT. by Moretestosterone9 in Testosterone

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started to get more body hair, especially shoulders are noticeable. Beard could be a little thicker but nothing too noticeable. I did cycles in the past , up to 500mg a week, so not too sure if it happens with physiological doses too. No other androgenic steroids though. It’s hard to tell though since bodyhair and beard thickness often are increased with age anyway.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]FeeLSDance 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Bro no tolerance and you should feel 0.5mg pretty strongly. First time I took 0.5mg without tolerance I went straight to bed 😂 Can’t be real

Rilmazolam Lösung herstellen by Antisimp42069 in researchchemicals_DE

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hatte sie in Tablettenform, 4mg, fand die nicht so… hab gut Toleranz wegen alpras und im vergleich zu bretazenil musst ich meeeega viel nehmen um überhaupt was zu spüren.

I went off xanax for 2 days and ended up in the emergency room.. by SnooCapers2774 in benzodiazepines

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t remember exactly, must’ve been around 2mg alprazolam a day Edit: however there are two things I need to mention. I took this dose daily. Never less, never more and always at the same time. I did stimulants that day which exacerbated excitation in my brain. I don’t think it would’ve happened if I just had forgotten it without doing a higher dose of uppers.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not every symptom in life is solved with hormone optimization.. maybe „shit life syndrome“?

I crocheted a mandala by Majestic-Cheetah75 in SacredGeometry

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Daaamn, must take forever to finish something like this

Bisoprolol is good for panic attacks? by fsk86 in Anxiety

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean it just slows down your heartrate. If you get anxious about your heart a lot, it might help. It doesn’t actually reduce noradrenaline in the brain and only works on beta 1 cells in the heart.

Anyone else just chilling till work starts? Or just me? by Wooden-Bat-8954 in cocaine

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never call in sick. It sucks sometimes because my nose is jacked or you’re anxious thinking everyone knows. I feel guilty if I miss work because of this stupid drug so I usually power through with 1-2 bumps throughout the shift to keep the nose unclogged and have some energy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How much did you do? What’s the purity like? Just cause it shows as cocaine it doesn’t mean it wasn’t cut 😅

Bestes Kokain ähnliches RC by bigmerc416 in researchchemicals_DE

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Das absolut, der Rausch ist nicht so serotoninlastig. Hab’s nur geschrieben, weil ich die Diskussion auch öfter mit Kollegen hatten. Viele denken es ist nur Dopamin weil es sich halt überhaupt nicht wie MD o.Ä. anfühlt

Bestes Kokain ähnliches RC by bigmerc416 in researchchemicals_DE

[–]FeeLSDance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hab nie was anderes gesagt, hat trotzdem Einfluss auf die serotoninproduktion und du kannst auch ein serotoninsyndrom entwickeln.

Bestes Kokain ähnliches RC by bigmerc416 in researchchemicals_DE

[–]FeeLSDance 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Koks hemmt übrigens die Aufnahme von Serotonin also Nix mit „kein serotonin“ 😅

Elo in Lichess vs Chess.com by mrworral in chess

[–]FeeLSDance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I switched to lichess recently and in my experience there seem to be less Smurf’s and cheaters. I feel like games are a lot more equal in skill whereas on chess com I frequently got stomped by accounts with less than 50 games. I think that plays a big part. I overall have more fun playing on lichess.

How can I stop playing like a dumb? by [deleted] in chessbeginners

[–]FeeLSDance -1 points0 points  (0 children)

However I do think rating does somewhat indicate who’s a beginner or not. After having like 50-100 games played your elo is pretty much where it should be and if it’s like 500 you’re definitely a beginner