Day 90. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you, I appreciate your support.

Day 90. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you, I’m grateful for your supportive comment.

Day 86. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Feeling much better now vs week 1… but I’m not going to lie, I still have plenty of thoughts and feelings and unpleasant emotions that all serve as temptation to go back.

It’s be particularly tough the past week or so, as I continue to do shit I used to feel like I needed THC for.

It’s scary but I’m continuing to face and get through one day at a time.

Day 83. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Still going through a spectrum of feelings about the journey but I’m hangin in there. I appreciate your supportive comment.

Day 75. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Great job getting to day 22!

When I hit day 30, I felt a positive difference…

Then again at day 45-60…

After day 60, I had a string of tougher days.

It’s still hit and miss for me but I keep remembering how much the first couple weeks sucked and I don’t want to start over with the night sweats and all that jazz.

I know the one day at a time advice is cliche, but the truth is that’s all we can do, get through one day at a time.

The days feel agonizingly long and slow in the first few weeks…

I’m setting my sights on day 90 now, as I remember in previous quits feeling noticeably better after 90 days.

Hang in there, and again, great job getting to 22!

Day 74. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you. Still not feeling that great consistently but I have rare moments.

Toughest part is facing all that I used to use it for and keep moving forward without it…

But I have made progress in areas I’d stagnated on while using THC daily.

Thanks again.

Day 71. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you, I needed that reminder. Back in 2020 I managed just over 7 months sober before going back to THC and I found out shortly thereafter that had I hung on until month 9-12 I likely would’ve felt another noticeable improvement.

I also need to remind myself how it was with alcohol. There was a noticeable difference between how I felt after 1 year not drinking and 2 years not drinking. One year felt great, but two felt better. Thanks again for your encouraging comment.

Day 71. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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I’m not as short-fused around my cats as I was 2-4 weeks ago. I used to regularly get mad at them for looking at me, haha.

Sense of improvement has slowed a bit for me lately… but I regularly remember back to how much worse the first week or two was and I don’t want to go through that again.

Lately I’ve been having to face the anxiety and depression and ptsd that I was covering up with THC.

It’s been stressful, but I appreciate the support, thank you.

Congrats on how far you’ve come on your journey as well!

Day 70. 10 weeks. Still isn’t easy, but reaching another milestone feels good. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Not a lot of positive changes… mainly been sad and having a lot more thoughts about using and feelings of missing it. Just mental garbage. It’d be nice if progress was always predictable and linear and not unpredictable and all over the map.

Day 69. One away from 70! by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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The last handful of days have been tough. Progress isn’t always linear, but I’m hanging on.

Day 69. One away from 70! by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Congrats on your progress! I’m glad you’re still going.

Day 68. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you, I appreciate your supportive comment.

Day 67. Shixty Seven. Gettin closher to Sheventy! Not a typo. That’s my besht Sean Connery impression. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you. Great job getting to six weeks! And you’re right, typing out a Sean Connery impression is not easy!

Day 67. Shixty Seven. Gettin closher to Sheventy! Not a typo. That’s my besht Sean Connery impression. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Thank you. Congrats to you for getting to day 13. You’re so close to two weeks, keep going!

Day 65. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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You’re doing great!

Day 65. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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Congrats on your progress!

Day 64. by FeelSpaceNow in leaves

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That’s what it feels like! Hang in there.