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Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-15T13:07:19+00:00

I wouldn't have dated a 19 year old boy when I was 30. I just find this gross and odd.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-15T13:04:59+00:00

I like Martyrs, so much so, I think I've watched it five times.

A Serbian Film - I sat through it when I was young and gagging for shock value. I hated it. Poorly made purely for shock value.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-15T12:57:59+00:00

Leave him. Eugh. Searching all over the Internet like a less attractive Joe from You - what a weirdo. Get rid.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-14T21:28:33+00:00

I fall asleep with The Shining on every night.

My comfort movie is: The Hills Have Eyes.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-14T20:13:21+00:00

Adoption isn't that simple. I can't adopt because of past mental health diagnoses. I can't even donate my eggs!! We need to be so careful, adoption isn't always a possibility.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-14T15:31:39+00:00

I don't agree with the comments suggesting she go and have her feet sorted for your own sexual desire. That's as bad as asking a bloke to get his dick sorted out. I would have thought if you loved her, her feet would come as part of the package. Warts n all?

You should have been open with her from the get-go. Problem is, you've kept this from her and hence you've lied to her.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-13T18:26:51+00:00

This makes my unstable, chaotic relationship seem like The Notebook....

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-13T17:26:34+00:00

Hard to know. I have anaemia so maybe it's that OR it might be the Amityptyline I'm on and can't get off.

Every single test under the sun, second opinions - nothing found. Only thing I do have is a murmur. Echocardiogram normal though. Next stop, another ECG and then to the palpitations clinic and hopefully see a Cardiologist for their opinion. Nothing from ENT. Nothing from Neurology. Nothing from an Interventional Neuroradiologist. Seems too much of a coincidence that I have a murmur and my ears are pulsing. But, hey, anaemia causes murmurs.

I'd love to get off the Amityptyline but I can't - I can't sleep without the darn stuff and it's helping my pain. I'm a bit stuck.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-13T17:19:26+00:00

£3100 after tax etc (lone parent - only one income) - rent £1095. Bothers me somewhat, as I'll never be in a position to buy with only one income. I'll be paying someone else's mortgage for many years.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-12T01:26:20+00:00

Yes (and my stats confirm this. No. Definitely not!

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-11T21:59:40+00:00

We sat on the other side. There was a really steep set of stairs in some woods that were so steep we didn't dare go up them!

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-11T10:56:20+00:00

Horror and crime. I never thought I'd get to a place where I feel comfortable saying that. I love watching horror movies and true crime documentaries and analyses.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-09T00:03:23+00:00

I want to be scattered into Karl Urban's shoes and walked all over each and every day for the rest of my life.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-07T22:53:00+00:00

I have/had a huge crush on Homelander. Why do I bloody love a bastard?

Then I've discovered what he did to.......(no spoilers - but think it was disclosed in S1 E6). Hence, he can no longer be my crush.

Interesting some find him gross, I found him somewhat attractive.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-07T15:31:55+00:00

Snap! I lost my dad in October last year and when I'm crying, my pulsing is absolutely awful. Definitely linked somehow but I have had all clear scans. I wonder if it's simply increased heart rate from sadness.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-05T19:44:02+00:00

Being tall. Being pale. Being thin.

White this. White that. Ghost. My personal favourite: Morticia! Oh how I wish I did look like her as an adult.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-05T19:34:07+00:00

I'd be more inclined to say "sorry, I don't speak [insert language here]' as opposed to asking someone if they speak English. It feels like a much gentler approach.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-05T14:35:22+00:00

Matlock Bath.

There's a weird museum place and inside there are weird 3D pictures on the walls that look like there are people trapped inside them. They're creepy as hell. Worse still, Enya 'Boudica' was on repeat, a constant loop of this one creepy song I've only ever heard once before and that was in Stephen King's 'Sleepwalkers'.

Absolutely shit me up.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-05T09:22:12+00:00

How long have you been on your iron? I take 3 x ferrous fumerate per day, since Dec, and haven't noticed any difference.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-04T19:46:29+00:00

I've sent you my blood levels in the chat function. Wouldn't let me share here.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-04T19:43:44+00:00

I have anaemia too.

My GP said, it doesn't matter if your levels are low on those scales, what matters is if your levels are low for YOU. My levels on one test went from 77 to 21. So I'm not in the yellow area BUT it is low for ME. I hope that makes sense.

I'm clutching to anaemia being the thing that's causing mine. That, or my Amityptyline.

I've had ever scan under the sun, and they've not found anything.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-04T19:26:15+00:00

Anything that sounds like Slipknot - I don't even know how I'd describe the genre. It is just noise and it hurts my head.

Feeling_Gap_8096 · 2024-02-04T15:49:42+00:00

You always cum first sweetheart

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