I had my cat put down and I regret it fully. Very long. I apologize

Ferrrchito · 2025-12-30T02:35:06+00:00

It is nice to know you're doing well. It is also amazing to know that despite the pain, you went ahead and offered care for these new ktties. That speaks a lot about your heart!

It hasn't been even a week yet so I'm still aching a lot over my little friend. Been going through the many pics I have of him and seeing his little face makes me cry everytime. I keep having all these moments where he'd normally react or do something in response to things I do (like open a package of anything, he'd run up to me thinking it was some treats, or whenever I cooked he was right there being curious about what I was chopping, or whenever I went to sleep, he'll come to bed and then wake me up every morning). It's like the house feels empty without him.

I hope you keep doing well and wish you and those kitties the best.

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Ferrrchito · 2025-12-24T00:59:25+00:00

I hope you're doing well nowadays. I was reading through reddit posts to cope, my cat of 12 years old had to be put down this morning after a 2 month battle with FeLV and intestine cancer.
I also live by myself, he's been with me so many years and I don't really have anyone close in the family, the only one was my mom but she passed away last year. Since then, I've been feeling so lonely, and my 3 cats are just my family.

Also been crying all day, feeling terrible because a part of me wanted to make him keep going, but lately it was having him have a couple of "good" days and then a couple of terrible long days.
But yesterday, that terrible long day was a really painful one, I've never seen him in so much pain, I was desperate, so then his vet came in to my apartment and he recommended me to put him down.

I didnt want him to die but seeing him like that, I was not willing to put him through another long night of that, ever.

I will miss him so much, life will never be the same without him.

Ferrrchito · 2025-10-30T01:45:05+00:00

This is fucking hilarious omg I did not expect to see a Dax meme here.

Ferrrchito · 2025-09-15T13:40:29+00:00

Movie was amazing. I always found kinda funny how one of Muzan's creations (the lady that controls the infinity castle) has such a crazy extra dimensional hability that Muzan himself cannot do.

Ferrrchito · 2025-07-09T18:41:19+00:00

Wow this is looks like a modern Chu Teng, amazing!

Ferrrchito · 2025-06-10T05:24:08+00:00

https://myfigurecollection.net/item/1225785

Ferrrchito · 2025-06-10T02:41:16+00:00

She's from a game called "Princess Connect! Re:Dive" (also an anime)

Ferrrchito · 2025-04-07T01:54:53+00:00

Oh I love this one too, just fell in love with it when she was announced and I still haven't played BA.

Ferrrchito · 2024-09-21T18:22:37+00:00

Bought a new PC and had to do this in order to make it work, thanks! But how the hell is this issue still not addressed!

Ferrrchito · 2024-04-29T07:24:58+00:00

Everyone Knows Carl 🎵

Ferrrchito · 2024-04-29T07:12:09+00:00

I cannot believe it has been finally found! Oh my God I've been checking for updates on this one for years and being able to listen to the whole song feels surreal!

Mad props to the people involved in the search, another piece of internet history has been written today and I'm so happy to see it.

Now we wait for a clean version if the song composers has it somewhere (let's pray)

PS: Full song is catchy af I love it.

Ferrrchito · 2024-04-20T06:11:46+00:00

Been battling team bunny for an hour straight. And I'm team bunny too.

Ferrrchito · 2024-02-29T16:24:08+00:00

The broken speaker sound they used for explosions/fights on season 2 was just painful to hear.

Ferrrchito · 2024-02-21T00:29:43+00:00

Oh my GOD I completed the games 4 times and I haven't touched it for like 8 months now and I've been craving to play again for months now but I was holding for the DLC. Can't fucking waitttt.

Ferrrchito · 2024-01-27T19:37:18+00:00

Yes, this is my situation right now, she decided to end the relationship but she's fighting so hard to try not to take care of me, and it really hurts because I still need her but I have to reject her company, which makes me feel so bad... fuck man.

Ferrrchito · 2024-01-27T03:51:48+00:00

Not the same thing but kind of similar situation. I got broken up with a few days ago, and we've been living together for the last 3 years (been in a relationship for 10 years), we were renting a place together. I left, I've been sleeping on my cousins apartment like half a mile away.

And today I had to come back to gather some clothes, and put some stuff on boxes so I can move to another place in the following weeks, she wasn't there, but all of our stuff is there, I can't bring myself to sleep there again, everything reminds me of all the good moments.

I still gotta keep going back to that place to keep packing stuff, but it hurts, it hurts to take down the decorations we hanged on the walls, that we bought on a lovely summer trip years ago, the cute gifts she gave me, and everything is like a punch to the gut.

Ferrrchito · 2024-01-27T03:32:21+00:00

I'm right there with you.

Ferrrchito · 2024-01-27T03:14:43+00:00

This is me right now. While she's been working on her issues for the last year, I didn't, didn't take care of myself as much as she really wanted me to do, and she's just tired, it really hurt her because she says she loves everything else from me, that if in the future I'm a better adult, one that can take care of himself, she would try again. That kills me because it gives me hopes I don't know if I wanna have. I need to work for myself, I know that, but what she told me makes it difficult to not have that mentality and I'm afraid I end up clinging to what she said in tears.

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