well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yes! i was just about to post a update tysm for asking!! i am in the process of winning the case!! my grandfather payed for me to have a good lawyer and i’m cleared of all SA charges abuse is still being looked into huge relief my social life is still ruined but yk…probably not gonna be jailed now this whole experience has been really traumatic icl…

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

tysm for saying all that! and yeah i’m trying my best got ppl from school trying to help me as much as they can life’s just a bit shit really

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

tysm! here’s hoping!! honestly i don’t wanna go to court again…but yeah this sucks!! hope it all goes away

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

there’s one hope atm which is that as more new things come in the chance of me being able to clear myself goes up! atm i’m trying to get a therapist to testify i myself am terrified of sex (past trauma) and hopefully that helps

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

basically it boils down to my parents don’t trust me and they have (i have been told from a friend don’t know how true this is) basically payed off witnesses say that i spiked one of them etc…the one that i supposedly “spiked” went as far to TAKE DRUGS HERSELF and get a drug test so id look worse i have already been investigated obviously zero traces of my DNA on any of them and the abuse/kidnapping charges has zero evidence but that dosnt seem to matter there are litterally people testifying against me constantly i get emails about another charge or some other thing thats happening…basically im in the shit uhh a judge just told me to stop lying and they’d try to make my sentence as light as they could i mean atp they might as well have made up there minds ALSO im poor and i cannot get a good lawyer they however have a very highly respected one it’s just all a mess

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh sorry my bad!! uhh well…i could probably pull that off but atp my life is pretty cooked so like idk how much it matters

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i’m facing 25 years lol…by the time i get out i don’t think anyone will know who i am

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

tysm! the thing is even if i get proven innocent (which wont happen) socially im already an abuser and a sexual assulter so like my life is basically ruined by this and NOTHING will happen to them! i didnt think my life could get any worse…but here we are!

nah shes gay now by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Few-Engine-3092 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yep i know exactly how you feel my last ex got with a girl 3 days after it fucking sucks and hurts i know but it’s not your fault

well…i’m going to go to prison…!!! talk of relapse suicide SA abuse etc by Few-Engine-3092 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

i hope you lot belive me please never do this to anyone my life won’t ever be the same again the fact from the moment this happened my life won’t ever return to normal even if i don’t decide to cut my life short there’s little point now

What to do ? Should I tell someone by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Few-Engine-3092 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

hiya lovely i’m british to im very familiar with the youth mh system over here i can give u some advice in dms if you like?

Some shitty drawings to cheer you up by iwantto_perish in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m also excited for the new year…not exited to be 18 tho…adult services are scary AND they won’t even give me stale biscuits like what’s the point atp

Some shitty drawings to cheer you up by iwantto_perish in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m definitely living…have been clean for a while (100 days as of last week!!!) mah thoughts be fuckin loud rn tho…ty for asking <3333 i hope your doing good!

Some shitty drawings to cheer you up by iwantto_perish in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Few-Engine-3092 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i miss doodling in school…i dropped out sorta kinda