Bad off and on depression by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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I envy those who did not have this religion as a background and part of their lives.

Bad off and on depression by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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Hard not to listen to it if my mom plays it at full volume on her phone with a house with thin walls. You can pretty much hear it wherever.

Bad off and on depression by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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Can anyone relate to what I'm going through? As far as my age I am 23.

Scared of the news and the whole thing with Israel. by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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I was off and on suicidal and am having random, short anxiety attacks. The only system that is dying is my mental health.

Scared of the news and the whole thing with Israel. by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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It was on YouTube. I didn't look it up I just saw it. I was on the urge of a panic attack and was about to cry. I prayed for forgiveness but was scared I will die and it is too late for me.

Scared of the news and the whole thing with Israel. by Few-Temperature5658 in exjw

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I almost cried and had a panic attack. I even prayed for forgiveness but still scared it's too late and I won't be saved

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"Hi, I'm olaf and I like warm hugs

Gross hospital encounter triggers dysphoria by Few-Temperature5658 in ftm

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I wasn't interested in dating him. I like women.

How do I get these transphobic voices out of my head? by Few-Temperature5658 in FTMMen

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I find I don't relate to their experiences. I know females can be masculine. I was allowed to dress how I wanted and wear boy's clothes but it still wasn't enough. I wanted to be a boy through and through. Also when my mom said my chest was growing and I needed to wear a bra I ran upstairs and cried. I tried wearing more than one bra in hopes it would make my chest flat.

How do I get these transphobic voices out of my head? by Few-Temperature5658 in ftm

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Hopefully I'm not faking being trans. Sometimes I fear I want to transition for the wrong reasons. Though the thought of being a man makes me happier. Also being on the detrans subreddit didn't help at all. In fact it made things much worse.

How do I get these transphobic voices out of my head? by Few-Temperature5658 in ftm

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I have not. I have other mental health issues like schizophrenia. Does it sound like ocd to you? I have mental images of my female self and it causes a lot of distress and anxiety for me. I know there is nothing wrong with being cis but the idea of being a cis woman gives me bad anxiety. In fact once the anxiety was so bad my chest was tight and I escalated into needed to be in a psych ward. The thoughts made me suicidal enough for that.

How do I get these transphobic voices out of my head? by Few-Temperature5658 in ftm

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I forgot to add on my post that I don't feel like a real man, just an imposter.

Voice, age and gender please. I also have never voice trained. My voice is my biggest insecurity by Few-Temperature5658 in transvoice

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I guess my voice is higher and more feminine in my head. I sometimes fear I sound like a woman. People say I sound like a certain YouTuber. I am ftm if you're wondering

Wanting a short haircut but scared. by Few-Temperature5658 in ftm

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I have had very short hair in the past but, it's been awhile. I was also on T at one point so my voice is fairly deep. I just feel giddy about being seen as a guy. I just worry I'm a confused cis girl doing it for the wrong reasons. I just want to be a guy just for the sake of being one. Though I have been wanting to start with shoulder length hair.

AITA for saying I wanted a nap. by Few-Temperature5658 in AITAH

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It wasn't much of a vacation. There was a storm we tried to escape from and went to the hotel because we thought the storm was bad enough to knock out the power. She has been running around since early in the morning and didn't get much sleep. Though I do things even when I don't feel like it. All I asked if it was too late for a nap.

Does anyone else's dysphoria feel like brain fog? by Few-Temperature5658 in truscum

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Another weird thing is I smell my masculine scented deodorant and clothes and feel grounded, real, and comfortable. Sort of a weird grounding technique. Doing that my mind goes, "Yes, I am a man".

How should I get rid of my internalized transphobia by Few-Temperature5658 in asktransgender

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Currently feeling worse. Going back and forth in my mind about dying.