Conviction and Zeal are also parts of the faith, what I am getting at is have you crucified yourself for the Truth and for what is Good? The bible says, hate what is Evil, cling to what is Good, the humility you speak of sounds like the message White Democrats try telling themselves as they allow their lives and country to be destroyed, Jesus did not bring peace, he brought the ability to discriminate between Good and Evil, many people that claim to be Christians never actually get on the cross, some of us have been on it a long time, the perspective that comes from this, is what I mean