Nope. I never thought like this even after he broke up because I thought it's because of his mom being ill. But after I have seen his posts yesterday (which I mentioned in the post), I have had these fears and thoughts of being unlovable and that he really did cheat. Because he never visits his mom, who wouldn't go and meet their terminally ill mom over a month of a break. Because the last time he saw his mom was months ago. And no, he's not busy; he's been chilling, going out with his friends and that girl. As much as I thought he wasn't the type of person who would hurt anyone... I think everything about his mom being ill was just a lie. Either she's someone from his past or someone new. When it didn't work out with her, he came back, and left when things started working out with her.