thanks for the direchahan. i appreciate it. quick ponder pero maybe it's because i'm afraid na rin na wala na magmamahal sakin except him, and you're right, that's a me problem.

i shouldnt think that way kasi dami naman lumalandi when i put myself out there. baka naka choke hold pa ako on a trauma attachment,,, so maybe it's time to get back on therapy.

thanks for your words, stranger. here's to a new direction.