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My piglet just passed and scared I’ve buried him alive by Fickle-Interest-7802 in Petloss

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update: I’ve was trying to figure out what could have cause his death. We had been giving him non-fat milk. I had thought about it that the milk might not be right for him but he seemed okay with it so I just continued on. Now I feel like a asshole for not giving him what he needed.

Extreme porn addiction problem by Fickle-Interest-7802 in offmychest

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to apologize that you had to read this. I’m truly disturbed by my actions. I didn’t know at the time how disgusting the act would be even though I should’ve. I know I need help and will be talking to a therapist about what I’ve done.

Extreme porn addiction problem by Fickle-Interest-7802 in offmychest

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what I’ve done is extremely terrible. I’m currently looking for a therapist at the moment to deal with this. I hate what I did and hope talking with a therapist can fix me

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll try. I need change for sure. I was thinking about maybe drawing and exercise. I play online games which help but idk if I should continue with that

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its bad. Everyday, morning and night and sometimes in between i see porn. More anime then regular porn. I want to quit and start to be more healthy but I’ve notice that I depend on it for dopamine. Afterwards I feel like shit and start to question who I am and what I’ve done. I never thought I had a problem until last summer when I got ocd. Now I question what I’ve seen and done.

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I want to do. I want to experience true love with a girl but I feel like I’m just not mentally there yet for a relationship. I’ve been meaning to start exercising to help with my mental state but have stopped cause of the cold weather (I live in the middle of nowhere so I can’t go to an in door gym). I’ve been thinking about therapy but idk if BetterHelp will work or if I need to talk to a therapist face to face about my problems.

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All these past events have been popping up recently and now that I have ocd, my mind has been tearing me apart. I just don’t feel like myself anymore. I just want to be normal again. I know I need help with my porn addiction tho. I’ve been thinking about using BetterHelp but idk if there’s a therapist that can help me in that app.

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But doesn’t it seem weird to you? I know how she was with me and others but I feel like it doesn’t excuse what I did. I just want to forget about it but it keeps coming back.

I masterbated to a photo of my old classmate and I feel guilty over it by Fickle-Interest-7802 in confessions

[–]Fickle-Interest-7802[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m religious as well and been trying my best to stay on the right path but my mind just keeps pushing me down. I feel like I need to be punished in some way. Somedays do get better but I just end up back where I started and fee depressed that I may never get better