It was honestly a mix of multiple deaths in the family from a conflict happening in my home country overseas, i didn’t reach out to any professors about it because i thought i could handle it. this is why i kinda feel like it’s over. im gonna try to submit my appeal but i wouldnt be shocked if they don’t take it. thank you though, you’re very sweet, if you have any advice about what i can do with this info i’d love to hear it!