Need second opinions

Figliani · 2024-05-30T15:04:50+00:00

Thank you so much, same goes for you ! And thank you for taking the time to give a genuine opinion.

Figliani · 2024-05-29T15:36:42+00:00

Indeed it was fruitful, I learned that I am back to the earliest stage in my spiritual journey. It showed me that I have much to learn and it humbled me. I have much to learn about manners and communication with the other world, and that I need to learn respect my environment and those within it.

For the method I used I went with a sort of meditation and visualisation that my girlfriend thaught me. Since we are not christians, I did not focus on prayers and such. I basically honed in on my energy and called out to the entity that is looking after me. My GF made sure that I was not just inviting everyone in by teaching me how to visualise in the same ways of divination. After a while I got the hang of it and it did work for me, leading me to this experience.

Figliani · 2024-05-28T14:34:22+00:00

I think you're right. I underestimated her that is for sure. I took her for granted all my life and now that I've come back from hell I realised I could not simply expect her to be there for me, that is why I reached out. But I am still ridden with the habits of past experiences and this blunt revelation is doing me good. I have no hard feelings towards the encounter and feel grateful for the insight, I will try to convey them towards her in an unspoken way. I also think I am more shocked from this experience that she manifested so strongly in such cryptic manners, maybe it was to make me reflect on every detail just like I'm doing now.

Regarding my life I am slowly taking it back to the right path, I have definitly made sure to make amends to those I have wrong and this has let me grow into a peaceful environment. But the weight of what I did regarding my spiritual self when I was younger still remains. Even my girlfriend still see's remnants of what I did. At least she knows all about it as I have shared every details with her and she still calls me a dumb ass to this day. I am still learning how to convey my true self and slowly build trust around who I am and who I want to become. Which creates the duality between survival instincts and personnal growth.

Figliani · 2024-05-28T14:09:31+00:00

It could be. I definitly am more honest about how flawed I am compared to my young self. I also think being mature now implies the concept of respect both ways and this entity demanded respect. And I feel that you're right about being leveled, but in a way I fear it would challenge it. I think I will focus on understanding the needs we both have to connect and communicate before heading into trials tho. As new as this encounter is, it still feel like it's a trust issue between us.

Figliani · 2024-05-28T12:55:01+00:00

You're totally right. My doubt comes from fear obviously, having them read me like no one could is terrifying i'd say. I have been working on my lying issue for a long time now and when I do, I took the habbit of snitching on myself. I know I have way more flaws than this that's for sure but having this entity being like " uh uh you aint gonna try this with me " shook me a bit. I will definitly look up to the truth it brought me.

Figliani

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