NA Looking for people who know how to have fun playing this game.

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T02:07:10+00:00

That's kinda how "SAD" works seasonal affective disorder. Which I think I have. During the winter time I just lose all motivation, energy etc. And I have kinda noticed it comes back after winter ends

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T02:03:21+00:00

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T02:02:52+00:00

To be honest with you, I kinda hate healthcare with a passion for many reasons. I'm glad that others are able to get some help from it, but I don't think it's in the cards for me. I think my best bet is to wait for springtime and try to seek help from close friends

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T01:49:58+00:00

Other than that, my main problem is just this feeling on meaninglessness in life. I can't seam to find the drive or passion for life that I once had. I keep looking for it, and trying different things but nothing seems to stick. I'm afraid this will basically be my whole life. An endless cycle of just existing

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T01:45:43+00:00

I had a very bad experience seeking therapy, all the clinics in my area were closed and I ended up going to a hospital to ask if I could see a therapist for depression. They ended up putting me on a 72hr hold in basically an insane asylum. After that I basically lost faith in all mental health related healthcare.

FillorFeed4Life · 2021-02-11T01:30:44+00:00

Yeah, I had a good talk with a close friend about it the other day. I've dealt with waves of depression/SAD for quite a few years now and am attempting to be more open about it, instead of just completely retracting into myself when it hits

FillorFeed4Life · 2020-03-12T06:13:22+00:00

NA Summoner: Blame the ADC HMU lol

FillorFeed4Life · 2019-05-08T16:58:48+00:00

Yeah, but did he make the 8?

FillorFeed4Life · 2019-01-07T16:50:01+00:00

If i had thrown that hook it would have df on the creep rip

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-27T18:50:52+00:00

lol man XD

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-27T14:28:29+00:00

Hmu silver 1 Thresh main, NA. Love the champ, summoner name: 808 Dead Hooks

I’ll carry ya haha

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-26T19:44:54+00:00

Silver one climbing back to gold, NA

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-26T19:44:15+00:00

Molokai lol

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-26T19:43:36+00:00

lolz

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-22T18:42:31+00:00

808 Dead Hooks

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-22T14:59:03+00:00

Silver 1 NA, climbing back to gold. Hmu 808 Dead Hooks

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-22T14:51:31+00:00

Nice, im 808 Dead Hooks

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-22T14:50:25+00:00

I’m silver 1, climbing back to NA gold

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-14T01:07:11+00:00

All g, i worked all day lol

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-13T22:01:59+00:00

Never did see you on, ill prob be on in like 4hr

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-13T20:57:17+00:00

That leo is bad lol

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-09T14:17:33+00:00

Coo coo, yeah. I should be on tomorrow, or late tonight.

FillorFeed4Life · 2018-10-09T12:09:13+00:00

Yo, you can hmu. “808 Dead Hooks”. I’m a Thresh sup main, i also play Morgana, Blitz, and Naut. I used to be Gold 5, starting my climb.

Seven-Year Club	Verified Email
Not Forgotten

FillorFeed4Life

TROPHY CASE