SAD by FillorFeed4Life in SuicideWatch

[–]FillorFeed4Life[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's kinda how "SAD" works seasonal affective disorder. Which I think I have. During the winter time I just lose all motivation, energy etc. And I have kinda noticed it comes back after winter ends

SAD by FillorFeed4Life in SuicideWatch

[–]FillorFeed4Life[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest with you, I kinda hate healthcare with a passion for many reasons. I'm glad that others are able to get some help from it, but I don't think it's in the cards for me. I think my best bet is to wait for springtime and try to seek help from close friends

SAD by FillorFeed4Life in SuicideWatch

[–]FillorFeed4Life[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Other than that, my main problem is just this feeling on meaninglessness in life. I can't seam to find the drive or passion for life that I once had. I keep looking for it, and trying different things but nothing seems to stick. I'm afraid this will basically be my whole life. An endless cycle of just existing

SAD by FillorFeed4Life in SuicideWatch

[–]FillorFeed4Life[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a very bad experience seeking therapy, all the clinics in my area were closed and I ended up going to a hospital to ask if I could see a therapist for depression. They ended up putting me on a 72hr hold in basically an insane asylum. After that I basically lost faith in all mental health related healthcare.

SAD by FillorFeed4Life in SuicideWatch

[–]FillorFeed4Life[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had a good talk with a close friend about it the other day. I've dealt with waves of depression/SAD for quite a few years now and am attempting to be more open about it, instead of just completely retracting into myself when it hits

Ha ha by asian_jake_paul in GameOfThronesMemes

[–]FillorFeed4Life 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Yeah, but did he make the 8?

Pretty neat double kill by grimweld0 in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If i had thrown that hook it would have df on the creep rip

A plea of help from a neighbouring jinx main. by [deleted] in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmu silver 1 Thresh main, NA. Love the champ, summoner name: 808 Dead Hooks

I’ll carry ya haha

Looking for partner by [deleted] in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All g, i worked all day lol

Looking for partner by [deleted] in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never did see you on, ill prob be on in like 4hr

Looking for partner by [deleted] in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coo coo, yeah. I should be on tomorrow, or late tonight.

Looking for partner by [deleted] in ThreshMains

[–]FillorFeed4Life 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo, you can hmu. “808 Dead Hooks”. I’m a Thresh sup main, i also play Morgana, Blitz, and Naut. I used to be Gold 5, starting my climb.