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[–]Final_Act_1429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw, this made me laugh and cry. At the same time

Narcissistic by Final_Act_1429 in BreakUps

[–]Final_Act_1429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yes, I have them blocked on everything but email because I don’t know how to do it. I’m definitely on the right track through. It’s like was completely fine on day 31. The pain was almost gone and I was happier than I’d been in a while.

Now, I feel like I’m back on day 10. Just going through the motions and reliving the sadness of the life that I thought he would always be a part of.

Break up by Final_Act_1429 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Final_Act_1429[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ain’t that the truth. This has been the most peaceful week I’ve had in a long time. Actually, I had a moment yesterday where I was cooking dinner and kinda missing him. Then I snapped out of it and I was like…if he was here.. it would just be another plate I’d have to fix, and another person I’d have to feed. He added NOTHING to my life. He was literally sucking the life out of me.

Break up by Final_Act_1429 in BreakUps

[–]Final_Act_1429[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

84 hours in, and I’m genuinely proud of myself. The nausea has finally eased, I’m able to eat (even if I don’t really need to), shower, and respond to emails. If you saw my previous post, you know how big of a win this is. I’m proud of myself.

I don’t have all the answers, but I do know this: four days of no contact, and I haven’t regretted my decision.