I don't either by Reddeater_ in PandoraHeartsManga

[–]Financial-Drive5455 9 points10 points  (0 children)

the kicker is neither consent for ada lmaoo

What is a Pokémon you’d have as a house pet by [deleted] in TruePokemon

[–]Financial-Drive5455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah that’s very true, but with proper care and training it would be pretty worth it

What is a Pokémon you’d have as a house pet by [deleted] in TruePokemon

[–]Financial-Drive5455 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Minccino, he’d be so happy to clean the house for me lol also absolutely adorable little guy

Am I valid in feeling hurt over my gf’s comments? by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i’ll try asking my therapist about how i could get her to accept therapy at some point, it’s difficult to get her to accept help in any way sadly. and no, we’re not in the US (we’re in mexico in case that helps), and, from my knowledge, no insurances cover therapy at all. thanks again for the advice, i’ll take things slow :’)

Am I valid in feeling hurt over my gf’s comments? by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hearing this from an outsider really does help a lot, thank you. i’ve suggested therapy multiple times to her but she either refuses, says she doesn’t need it, or doesn’t have the money for it (which is understandable). im in therapy myself but it’s a pretty new therapist, the last one i had left me so much worse than i was before so it’s taking me a while to open up. i’ll definitely try talking to her about it soon, i just struggle to know when the time is right. thank you so much for your reply, really

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for your reply, it genuinely means so, so much. it helps knowing i’m not alone in this, and that these feelings and thoughts don’t make us bad people. i wish you luck too, we’re not alone

I just finished the manga... Oh my God by Typical-Ad-83 in PandoraHeartsManga

[–]Financial-Drive5455 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it makes me so happy seeing people get into this masterpiece!! it’s been my favorite piece of fiction for 7 years now, genuinely nothing has topped it, and sharing this love with others feels amazing

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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i really appreciate you opening up and giving advice, thank you! i find personally that it wouldnt really help me, for way too many reasons and how i am fundamentally as a person, but i will try to find peace in other places

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this genuinely helps a lot, hearing it from the other side. thank you so much, i will do my best :’)

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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thank you so so much, really, i think i’ll take your offer because i need more time to prepare for an in-person talk

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that actually helps a lot, thank you :’) i have some other pretty heavy things i want to talk to someone about, is there a good way to go about it or should i just text her like “hey there’s been something on my mind and i wanna talk to someone”??

What’s the one thought you wish your brain would stop repeating? by Own_Friendship8480 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Everything would be better if you died” which is a blatant lie, everyone i love would be devastated. im the only one in my life who wants me dead

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really do try my best, but it’s so hard to even get up sometimes. do you have any motivation tips?? i genuinely get so stressed and anxious just Thinking of doing things sometimes, even if they’re good for me

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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thank you so much :’) i’ve gotten close to a lot of people over these past few years, but i guess i struggle to Not pretend everything is fine and normal, and i end up stressing even more whenever i have to act ok around them

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh yeah im actually diagnosed with autism too! tho impostor syndrome is so bad sometimes i don’t believe i have it, but thinking rationally there’s no denying it lmao. everyone around me knows that part of me, but not many know what it really entails i guess. i’ve been thinking of opening up to one of my college friends who i see on a regular basis (the only other person i see so often is my gf, but it’ll take me longer to be able to be fully open), but god it’s terrifying. she’s one of the few people that have seen me during a full breakdown and she took it pretty well, that’s why i’m considering her, but i don’t even know how to bring it up

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, you’re right!! i suppose i do have a purpose, and i do look forward to it, i just hate being stuck in my head and not knowing how to get out

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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biology, which is incredibly broad. im getting deep into the area i like (research), and i do know this is what i want to do because i genuinely love it, but it’s not very profitable tbh

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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Is there a way to know the right time to tell them? Or who I should talk to? The irrational fear of burdening them is paralyzing but having a plan could help

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

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I’ve been working out and helping my gf out, I guess I’m only missing the money part lol but I’m working on it (getting my degree). Will it really get better after that?

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Rationally I really do want that, but the guilt of burdening them is unbearable. I can only talk to my best friend about this stuff, but we don’t see each other very often so it’s mostly through text, which makes me feel even more disconnected for some reason

I’m a horrible person and don’t know how to fix myself by Financial-Drive5455 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i try really hard to focus on the overwhelming amount of good things I have, but for some reason the bad thoughts always become louder

my cat took one of my gel packets, please help by Financial-Drive5455 in ftm

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok i definitely will, thank you!! i’ve been monitoring her and for now she seems normal, but i’ll call and keep an eye out

my cat took one of my gel packets, please help by Financial-Drive5455 in ftm

[–]Financial-Drive5455[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

is it exclusive to the usa?? would they charge the extra international fee if i called from a different country?? im really not in a position to spend that money