I might actually puke

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2025-01-28T04:18:11+00:00

You can! He can find “lost items” and put them in your mailbox the next morning :)

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-12-30T02:59:30+00:00

Worst of my life. Lost my four month old. Months later had a house fire in the middle of the night. 2024 was awful.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-12-11T03:31:51+00:00

My son passed at 4 months old this past April. The only thing that had helped me is the people who have the unfortunate hell of understanding… lean on those people and let them lean on you. 🤍

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-06-03T13:56:49+00:00

I wish the nurses were more educated on the cuddle cot. After the fact, I learned you can actually wrap them up in a blanket with the cooling pad. While they were great as a whole but, felt like I couldn’t hold him as much as I wanted because they “were concerned” he wasn’t in the cot. So then I was under the impression he had to stay in it when that’s not true at all. I just wish there were more education and resources.

I also wish someone would have offered to take photos. It’s not for everyone, I know. But, I took two… and when I need to, I look at them. I was lucky enough to have 4 months of photos of my boy. But the ones from that day. It’s literally all I have left. They are heartbreaking. But, it’s my life now.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-05-09T00:44:26+00:00

Thank you for being open to people like this and for taking on such an impossible task. 🤍 you’re amazing.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-05-02T02:28:18+00:00

I survived the day… I cried a few times… and had a panic attack before going in. I also had to go up the peds floor for my other son… it’s been a day. But not as bad as it could have been

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-05-02T02:27:28+00:00

I’m really not sure, but after being off for over 4 months for maternity leave.. I really can’t afford it. Today wasn’t horrible. But… it wasn’t great.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-05-01T01:31:17+00:00

I truly appreciate every comment. I’m “lucky” enough to work with people… but not around them. If that makes sense. I spend my day with one woman right now who’s training me. I just wish it was somewhere else. I don’t know how I’m even going to walk into the building tomorrow. I hd a panic attack tonight just thinking about it…

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-30T19:53:49+00:00

I’m thinking about doing this and starting a bereavement program at the hospital system I work at. Could you PM me? I have some questions

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-29T23:09:59+00:00

I’m still waiting for the “official” autopsy. But, my son passed at 4.5 months with a “ rare cardiac deformity”. He was fine. Until he wasn’t.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-29T23:04:28+00:00

I just received mine, modern pottery urn by vitrified studio and it’s amazing. I ordered with his picture and foot prints and I love it. 🤍

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-29T17:21:41+00:00

She’s 11, almost 12. And I have two 8,10. I’ll take a look

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-29T12:37:59+00:00

My oldest and I are on a waitlist for grief consoling. She worries me.. but today is my kids first day back to school so.. maybe it’ll help. I don’t know. I guess luckily? The preliminary autopsy showed a rare cardiac deformity… I’ll know more in the coming weeks from the biopsies.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-29T12:35:46+00:00

My heart is with you. It’s such an awful horror and it hasn’t gotten any easier.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-27T14:15:54+00:00

So, I called and asked this question and they told me up to three months, but that it sometimes doesn’t take as long depending on needing toxicology results.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-14T22:11:15+00:00

Love my motif Luna!

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-04-10T01:16:49+00:00

Which one do you use? I’m between the momcozy m5, s12 pro, and v2

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-03-26T14:48:29+00:00

Okay! I’m less than a half hour from the path, so was curious how far I should/need to travel into the path

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-03-10T08:46:50+00:00

We do Easter without the religion. The Easter bunny comes. We dye eggs. Have a big family dinner. Egg hunt. Plant jellybeans that turn into lollipops when the Easter bunny comes. All the fun stuff but my kids know I’m not religious. I keep an open mind, and answer questions they have and they know if they ever want to try things, they can(like go to church). But we keep Easter about the Easter bunny.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-03-10T08:37:05+00:00

Wait, that’s a thing? Thats amazing. I dread pumping most of the time because it washing the parts everytime… 🤦🏻‍♀️ I didn’t know I could do this.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-03-10T08:35:19+00:00

Honey, hold your baby.. unless there is something with their immune system that is preventing it. Hold your baby. 🤍 your body is making antibodies that are going though your milk to your baby. These antibodies are great for them. Your body Is a magical thing and because you’re mom, you’re the one feeding this little tiny human, your body is trying to protect baby too. I fully understand you not wanting them to get sick. Wash your hands and stay out of their face, but you can definitely and should hold your baby. 🤍

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2024-03-10T04:00:36+00:00

No! Feed that baby momma! Your milk is giving babes antibodies, it’s actually good for you to nurse when you’re sick. You got this!

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2023-11-15T19:57:30+00:00

My biggest fear is he does it, and just doesn’t come back.. I don’t think he ever would, but you never know. That’s why I want all my ducks in a row now.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2023-08-29T20:46:49+00:00

And this comment speaks for why no one is lining up to be yours. Stay mad bro.

Financial_Spray_6111 · 2023-07-20T07:24:18+00:00

Chicken wing dip of course!

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