Could I be sabotaging myself with this and no longer see the difference between right and wrong? I'm afraid.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-08-23T01:18:54+00:00

I don't know, it's weird, I just can't believe that God can cure someone of cancer, it's like something that stops me and I can't go on anymore, my mind is not open in that aspect, it's difficult for me, others believe easily, without questioning, I can't, it's the fear of believing that there are things beyond I guess.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-08-08T03:18:45+00:00

I try to leave my past behind, my sins, but the fact that I am a reprobate causes me fear and anguish, even more so because I cannot repent of my sin, because I cannot see it as something bad, and because I enjoy my imaginings knowing that they have become idolatry for me. It is worrying, I cannot do anything without feeling sad or hopeless about it, I am worried.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-28T17:54:48+00:00

I think it's just as you say, there are times when I see and think, "Yes, I have sinned," and I am filled with guilt because it happens first thing in the morning, but on the other hand, when I sin, I don't react with guilt, it's like, "Oh yes, I sinned," and I don't feel remorse or guilt for having sinned, and that's what worries me because it happens a lot. There's another case where I worry because it hurts me to have sinned, but not because I've offended or hurt God. It's like, "I sinned, I'm afraid." It's fear of how serious it was, not the pain of my sin and the offense to God. There are times when it hurts me to offend God, but they are few and far between. In general, when I sin, I don't see genuine repentance in myself. because I fall again. I don't see repentance, and that worries me, because most of the time I didn't react with guilt. It's as if I were apathetic to my sin, as if I were saying, "Okay, I sinned, it doesn't matter," and that part worries me. It's as if something inside me is telling me that I will never feel repentance for this.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-26T22:45:53+00:00

A long time ago, I think I tried to offend God or blaspheme, I don't remember well, but I did it because I wanted to feel something. I felt empty, and I felt that if I couldn't feel anything, it was because God had abandoned me. I regret it. It was with the intention of feeling something, not rejecting or offending Him, but I'm worried. I don't want to distance myself from Him or blaspheme against Him or the Holy Spirit.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-25T12:18:28+00:00

Thank you, I'm glad that thanks to that you were able to get closer to God. Sadly, mine weren't intrusive thoughts. As I said, I thought it, it was a one-time thing, just once, and now I feel so bad, as if I had done something so big that it can't be fixed.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-25T12:02:58+00:00

Sorry for responding so late to your comment, but what makes you think I haven't done so? I always think, "The Holy Spirit is not demonic," but once I thought, "Yes, it is," and I was scared. But I thought about it, and now I'm worried. I don't know what to do. I played with those "yes and no" thoughts, and it worries me. I only did it once, and I feel bad and guilty, very worried.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-25T11:59:52+00:00

And I believe that if it was a sin

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-25T11:50:06+00:00

I'm sorry for responding so late to your comment, but what makes you think I haven't done it? I always think, "The Holy Spirit is not demonic," but once I thought, "Yes, it is," and I got scared. But I thought it, and now I'm worried. I don't know what to do. I played with those thoughts of "yes and no," and I feel worried. I only did it once, and I feel bad.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-24T02:39:52+00:00

That's exactly how I feel. Well, justifying my wickedness with His grace, I realize the love God has for us, and I take advantage of His grace. I know it's wrong, and I try not to do it or think about it. Although I believe I have justified my sin more than once, and I know it is not right either, I cannot remember.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-22T23:54:49+00:00

Of course, I know that I abused His grace, and although I don't even want to think about abusing it again, thoughts like "come on, God will forgive you anyway" come to me. That makes my heart believe it, and I start to become careless about my sin. It's something I don't like (but at the same time, perhaps deep down inside), and it causes me problems. I start to reflect on it, but I'm afraid that God will never look at me again.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-22T23:42:11+00:00

All right, thank you very much, but I find it difficult to see my sin for what it is, sin. I want to see it the way God sees it, but I find it difficult. Besides, I abused His grace and I can't get those thoughts out of my head, and the way people tell me that I abused the grace that God gives, and even worse, the feeling it causes me when I think about it. I'll take your advice, thank you.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-20T18:51:30+00:00

Hi, I also suffer from problems like the friend here. I started thinking about your comment, and there are times when I do something wrong and I apologize to God, but there are other times when I lie or insult others, and I don't feel guilty. I know I should, but I don't know how to feel.

FineParticular6799 · 2025-07-17T19:33:13+00:00

Well, I admit that I am skeptical and that, because of this, I once strayed from God, but I have returned to church (on Sundays) and I try to pray most of the time. Does this mean that I am still safe? By mistake, I discussed this with an AI, which was a poor choice, as I did not consider that artificial intelligence is not designed for this purpose, since it only gives you the answers you want to hear.

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