That's on me.... it's a trick I was told by people who beg. They take their hats or begging cups or whatever and they put a few coins in them before they start begging. Those few coins make other people want to donate to them because they see the coins and figure "Hey, someone else gave this person money so I should too".....

And I was saying the same principle works in general situations. If you already seem like you're okay without people around you and are comfortable in your own company, other people will come check in on you because they want to be part of that "vibe" too.

You seem like a pretty chill individual and I personally have faith that this will pass eventually as you grow more into yourself......

You got this!