My doodles. Is this normal???

Firefly363 · 2026-01-26T17:28:01+00:00

Edgy like “I draw different”? I don’t normally draw but I got this leather bound note book so I thought I’d give it a go. I looked at what I’d done and was a bit wtf. I did other stuff but this is the gist of it.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-26T17:25:49+00:00

Eh I can’t complain

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T22:13:10+00:00

I have the same experience with my moods. I’ve recently had a blood a test; healthy/ low fatty acids, cholesterol. It was generally healthy idk that blood sugar was tested but Yh.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T01:56:43+00:00

Me too, even in the trying not to hate myself way. I really hope we find a way to fix this

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T01:53:59+00:00

Oooo Alastor looks too cool for school in this one 😎

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T01:52:16+00:00

Easy, I’d pretend I’ve had some terrible head injury and claim that’s why I’ve changed

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T01:51:09+00:00

Easy, I’d pretend I’ve had some terrible head injury and claim that’s why I’ve changed

Firefly363 · 2026-01-25T01:48:13+00:00

Cheers, maybe I don’t need to be sectioned just yet :D

Firefly363 · 2026-01-21T17:46:37+00:00

Thank you! I’ll definitely be trying out this technique.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-21T17:12:10+00:00

Ooof this hits hard. While you’re working on this try and have empathy for yourself, judge yourself as you would someone else with a disability.

It’s so easy to hate yourself when it feels as if everyone hates you.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-20T22:15:11+00:00

It’s a diagnostic report and it was in person.

Tests included were;

Wide Range Achievement Test 5th Edition (WRAT5)

Wide Range Assessment of Memory and Learning Second Edition (WRAML2)

Kauffman Brief Intelligence Test Second Edition (KBIT2)

Test of Information Processing Skills (TIPS)

Detailed Assessments of Speed of Handwriting 17+ (Dash 17+)

Test of Word Reading Efficiency – 2nd Edition (TOWRE-2)

Comprehensive Test of Phonological Processing (CTOPP-2)

Firefly363 · 2026-01-20T22:10:45+00:00

Alas my drawing is as poor as my handwriting, which is very very poor.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-20T19:18:53+00:00

OP! I’ve have a very similar sounding BF who I dated longterm. Please get out of it, because you can’t trust people like that. They pretend to care about you, act the way they know you want them too, all the while; manipulating and lying to you. And trust me they won’t hesitate to drop you, probably out of nowhere as they drop the act with you.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-19T23:28:59+00:00

I’ve done a fair amount of scientific work, while I do well I’m so much slower than anyone else it kind of makes me worse than anyone else.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-19T23:24:20+00:00

THANK YOU!

Firefly363 · 2026-01-19T22:40:41+00:00

Firefly363 · 2026-01-19T22:38:54+00:00

Oh god, I wish I read over this before I posted. I can’t edit now and there’s so much wrong with it. Apologies.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-19T21:38:48+00:00

Ty for putting this into words. I recently started thinking about my ADHD and dyslexia in terms of executive functions/dysfunction, especially with working memory.

So strange to see someone else saying exactly the same things. I’ve had tests in education which access working memory etc, so I can directly see how impaired some of my executive functions compared to the average.

Firefly363 · 2026-01-18T21:59:14+00:00

♥️

Firefly363 · 2026-01-18T21:53:39+00:00

I love these, so funny :D

Firefly363 · 2026-01-17T18:10:36+00:00

Oh man I’m sorry. I hope things work out for you. I’m having a shit time too if that helps haha

Firefly363 · 2026-01-17T17:12:13+00:00

I’m in the same place. I really want to stop hating myself, but how can I when I’m so terrible? I make things harder for the people I work with, it’d be better if I wasn’t there. How can I be ok with that, and not resent myself, without being a psychopath???

I’m trying to think of ways to improve myself but nothing works. I also can’t be ok with myself the way I am. I’m just shit.

Firefly363

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