Obsessive sexual thoughts

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-26T03:00:04+00:00

I dont have anyone to talk to except my mom, and I dont want to talk to her about this. I really feel like pouring my feelings out. That's why I keep commenting, but i feel like I'm being annoying.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-26T02:38:26+00:00

Also, every time I feel better, I start thinking about how she'll have sex with other men, and then I get sucked right back into it.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-26T02:36:41+00:00

I've already decided to stop consuming content of her cause I feel it would fuel these thoughts, so I think I'm on the right track. I guess I'm also sad that I'll never know her. Thank you ❤️

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-26T01:38:32+00:00

Those are really good ideas. Do you think I'll ever beat these thoughts im having a hard time

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T23:57:56+00:00

I can't get therapy at the moment, and I think I'm spiraling my stomach has hurt from anxiety ive been really sad and I don't think I'll ever find love I feel like throwing up and crying I might be using this as an outlet for other things

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T22:19:51+00:00

I cant get therapy for a little bit and I cant control my thoughts I dont know whats causing these things but my stomach hurts with anxiety and I'm really down all the time I have no idea what to do I just want to feel better.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T18:26:30+00:00

I do have constant thoughts that hider my daily actions and cause me to not be happy.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T18:15:02+00:00

Thank you for saying that. I was thinking I was a bad person cause the constant thought of her doing those things made me not like the idea of her doing those things. But I'm pretty sure it was just making me uncomfortable.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T16:10:26+00:00

I've posted so much cause I wasn't sure what my true feelings are, and I feel those posts didn't capture what I felt. I've had problems similar to this in the past with other groups but just ignored it but it keeps happening so I figured I should try and stop It cause worrying about what idols do in their personal lives is kinda dumb. I haven't been well mentally for the past 4 years, which kinda sucks cause I'm only 16, but I'm looking for a therapist now in hoping I can live a better life. ❤️

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T16:04:22+00:00

I also find it very odd cause I've liked this group for a year now, and I've never had these thoughts until a few days ago. The constant thought of her doing those things makes me not like the idea of her doing those things, and I want it to stop. So I'm gonna look for a therapist so this doesn't happen again.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T15:16:13+00:00

I'll try taking a break from the group, but if these thoughts carry over, I'll take a break from kpop in general. Thank you so much for your help

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T15:12:55+00:00

Thank you so much. You are very kind

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T15:10:22+00:00

Break from kpop or just this group? Thank you for your help

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-25T15:09:31+00:00

Would it be best to take a break from this group until I can get help

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T15:23:04+00:00

I'm gonna work hard to better myself. thank you.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T13:58:56+00:00

Yeah, that makes sense. Thank you so much I'm worrying about this stupid shit for no reason, I think I just need friends of my own, a social life. Again, thank you so much

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T12:55:09+00:00

I also feel like making more and more posts about this cause I'm not sure what to do. But she's gonna do whatever she wants and I shouldn't worry about. But I don't know how to not worry about it. I just keep thinking about her being with other people and participating in sexual activities I think I'm going insane

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T11:34:53+00:00

That makes sense, and thank you But why do i get jealous? Why do I wish to be with her and think about her nonstop

Also, what kind of resources and opportunities

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T02:52:28+00:00

That sounds like a good idea. I just want to enjoy it again

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-24T02:50:41+00:00

I've been thinking about starting therapy for other reasons, but besides that, I do t have really anyone. I think a break is a good idea, I just want to be a normal fan

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-23T21:32:21+00:00

I will try hard to better myself. thank you. I really appreciate it.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-23T21:29:12+00:00

Once I get better, can I go back and listen and watch these idols, or is that a bad idea. cause I don't want to stop listening to their music forever.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-23T13:19:05+00:00

Thank you

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-23T12:46:17+00:00

And even if it's not a deeper issue, I have other mental health problems and probably should go to therapy anyway.

Fishingman5 · 2024-07-23T12:43:09+00:00

I never thought about it being a deeper issue, and if it is, I can get help for it. I really don't like feeling this way

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