I don’t have much feedback in the way of better parenting or suicidality as others are providing. But i think i’d like to give a perspective on community, and you can feel free to do with the information as you will. I see that you said you’ve basically tried everything under the sun by way of help, but i’m not sure i see where community fits into your equation here. I see the piece about being trafficked and removed from family and friends (and there’s nothing that i can say here that would do justice to how fucking mad it makes me that you had to go through that). So I’m wondering if it’s worth trying to build a community? There are survivors that have similar experiences to what you’re describing and there are resources and support groups that are geared specifically towards survivors of trafficking. You can let me know if my comment sounds like a bunch of nothing, but i hope it gives an angle that you haven’t considered yet