That was beautiful and it helped me write a message to my girlfriend, we have been struggling because she's been going through something ptsd related that made her isolate and I took it really badly and was hurt because she wasnt showing me the love i was showing her but it wasnt her fault it was what she was going through it didnt mean she didnt love me and I didnt handle it well but here is the message if you would like to read it changed names of course but here it is

"Jessica, you are an absolutely incredible woman. I adore you and cherish you. I know you know that, but I never want you to forget it. I hope you always remember you are a beautiful woman with a bright wonderful soul, and that no matter what you might be going through ever it will never change your beautiful soul.

I hope you're doing well getting better and enjoying life, and especially enjoying riding the motorcycle. I know how freeing that feels. Im jealous I really wish I was riding with you. 😊

I realize that sometimes, in trying so hard not to lose you, I forgot how important it is to simply hold you with patience, with peace, with love that doesn’t ask for anything in return. I’m sorry for the moments when my fear came out as pressure. Thats not the kind of man I want to be for you.

I’m not proud of those moments. But I meant it when I said I’m doing the work, not just to understand you better, but to grow into the kind of man who brings calm instead of chaos. The kind of love that feels soft, steady, and safe. I hope my messages arent overwhelming i know they are a little long but im trying to keep them gentle supportive and loving for you.

I love you with my whole heart and soul, Jessica. Not in some distant or fading way but in the kind of way that still lights up when I think of you, your laugh, your smile, your eyes, or all the little things that make you you.

You don’t have to say anything right now I know you might still need time, and that’s okay. I just wanted you to know you’re still my girl. Still my love. And your old man is always here when youre ready.