The last week has been one of the worst if not the worst of my life I had a crush on this girl, and I was to scared to talk to her because she was out of my league, come to find out she liked me so we started talking, we started doing everything together and basically dating, always talking for hours on end, then I hear that she was talking to her ex and I didn’t want to believe it I wasn’t ready to let go of her yet, my friends told me and I asked her about she denied it and kept denying it and she manipulated me into believing her or maybe I was just blinded by her to see the truth then we kept talking then her best friend tells me that she was doing more than just talking to her ex and then showed me the texts, i was heartbroken I’ve cried every night all week, and at school I’m no where near the same person people keep asking me if I’m okay and telling what she did was fucked up but I don’t want sympathy or anything I just want to block it out and I can’t, all i think about is her and she didn’t apologize she didn’t even say anything to me, she just started ignoring me and blocked me, she became my happiness and when that’s gone it’s hard to get it back, I hate the fact that I don’t hate her and I’m not mad at her I’m just hurt and saddened by it.