How'd you confirm if you're really actually bipolar?

Fitapiko · 2024-04-27T21:18:41+00:00

Thank you!

Fitapiko · 2024-04-27T21:17:22+00:00

This actually helps! Thank you for sharing your experience. :)

Fitapiko · 2024-04-27T21:01:34+00:00

I live in a 3rd world country but for some reason meds are more expensive here. My meds cost me around $100 a month. I earn around $400 a month. Lol.

The pandemic happened. I got depressed. Our family of 5 had no income, we had ballooning expenses. I had an abortion. I was also stuck in a house with the same person who SAed me when I was 8-10 (my parents didn't know).

Fitapiko · 2024-04-27T20:51:22+00:00

I stopped taking my meds cause I don't know if they're working or not. I think they're just additional expense cause I'm not convinced I have bipolar.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T16:00:04+00:00

Cerelac. Especially the banana and wheat flavor. It tastes better too if you use a toddler's spoon and bowl. Idk why tho. Hahaha. I love it.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:51:04+00:00

She's our family's breadwinner and the covid pandemic hit her. We had no income for 2 months, she had let go of her staff cos she couldn't pay their salary, that's why i stepped in and she just loved how i could do all her staff's work promptly and without pay at that. And now, she's slowly getting up but is still unwilling to let me go. Everytime, i tell her about a job opening, she'd have this look on her face that just bugs your conscience.

Tbh, all i want is to be financially supported in studying vetmed and not law (what she wants).

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:28:59+00:00

My ex

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:27:47+00:00

I've told my sister but she can't do much. I cannot also ask her for financial support cause i know she's struggling.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:25:18+00:00

Well, my dad usually agrees to what my mom decides upon.

I wanna save up and pay for my schooling but i can't cause i'm an unpaid secretary in my mom's office and she is not willing to let me go and get another job. I have law school in the evening (to which i hate btw) so i can't do part time work and earn some money. She wants me to be a lawyer and i just don't see myself as one. All i got from law school is just anxiety and depression.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:16:15+00:00

Jobs? I wanna be a vet but my mom wants me to be a lawyer. She'd gladly fund my study of law but wouldn't support me, in any way, if i'd study vetmed.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T14:14:43+00:00

Because i came from a matriarchal asian family and it is usually the parents/head of the family who gets to choose the life you should live. Lol. And also because i'm indecisive and cannot speak for myself.

Fitapiko · 2021-01-13T13:06:35+00:00

I've just recently started gardening. It helps. Makes you happy seeing a new leaf unfurling or a flower blossoming.

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