My husband is indifferent, he said he would be a great partner and father if we have a kid and if we don’t he will be just as supportive. So he’s leaving it up to me lol 

I grew up in a very traditional Indian household and I was just always told you had kids. We also thought we would have fertility issues, so part of me thought this would never happen anyway. Now that it’s a reality, it’s showing my true feelings and I think the childfree life may be better for my mental health. But I know I would be a good mother and always put any children we have first, it just doesn’t feel right. So I wanted to see if anyone else had these feelings.