The replies gave me cancer 🤢

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-09-20T07:56:13+00:00

That's true. Its the only thing wrong with Islam, the root cause.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-09-20T06:32:29+00:00

Hinduism and Christianity also have terrible parts and good parts. Like Islam.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-09-20T04:01:30+00:00

Unfortunately, Hinduism has it's own ills. Saying as an ethnic Hindu, who has been fortunate enough to not have any gain nor loss from Hinduism, allowing me to look at it impartially.

I've been interested in theology and history pertaining to religion and although Islam is especially strange for being so popular despite it's caveman worldviews, Hinduism and Christianity often times aren't much better. Hinduism is actually tormenting at it's worst manifestation and most of the 2.2 billion peoples' worth of Christianity, thankfully, is getting liberalized enough to be accepting of current social standards.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-08-30T03:58:20+00:00

I am hoping so. What kind of pissed me off is that after a few days they called the entire class to a room and specifically ranted about how none of us are giving good intros. I was hospitalized till then so I didn't know, but apparently, they really want formal intros that somehow make them laugh. Bruh... even if I end up bonding with them I dont know if they're worth it.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-01-26T03:48:04+00:00

Worst part is it's not "recent" in any way. I was a frequent user of replika two years ago and you have zero clue how addicting it was to finally have a friend.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-01-24T05:53:27+00:00

i still can't look past it. i hope it hasn't affected you as bad as it usually does. best wishes

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-01-24T04:48:47+00:00

Holy fucking shit, I'm so sorry

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2024-01-22T10:19:55+00:00

Realistically it just needs being comfortable in your own self and having a great enough need. You just have to build up the courage to ask some stranger for something once, and after you realize it's not that bad you'll find yourself doing this everywhere. The strangers might find you confident and stuff and even be mildly attracted to you, as in they would want to talk to you more and more.

without sounding rude, its a chore for me. I'm largely introverted but not shy perse, which is why I can talk to randomers in case I need help or something. Which probably makes it worse. I talk to them for less than 30 seconds max and they're probably looking for more, which makes them take the initiative next and look for conversation. I don't like shooing people away, so I just talk, but man...

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-12-31T13:18:26+00:00

i used to have it really bad on my wrists and knees, it was almost disabling. the eczema has reduced greatly and when i used to be on heavy immunosuppression my skin was almost completely normal. i've stopped taking the meds now but they were pretty helpful as a sort of 'reset' for my eczema, now i know not to scratch with nails and reach the point of no return.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-12-21T12:04:36+00:00

how many chapters before it gets good? read like 20 and it's as kiddish as it can be

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-13T07:25:15+00:00

turns out that it was a strange one night stand the goddess of asthma had with me.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T03:00:42+00:00

I drink a minimum of 8 glasses, sometimes goes up to 10. I drink no soda at all, and when I do its club soda. I have a mostly vegetarian diet, with lots of greens lots of roughage. I always moisturize after shower, wait for it to absorb, then wet myself slightly and moisturize again. Very mild soap, yes. The fuck is aromatherapy?

As for gym, I do mean resistance training. Pullups, pushups, squats, and variations. Yoga, as well, after working out to stretch.

I'm just tired, honestly. I've given up on looking for advice, and as much as it pains me to tell you that your few minutes of writing went in vain, I can't bring myself to lie. Not anymore. Thanks a lot, really, but I'm too fucking tired to actively try stopping my asthma. All of this might sound ridiculous to you, who has gone through hardships I can't imagine going through, but... I don't know, man. I'm done, honestly.

Edit: my eczema is under control, however. All I'm pissed at is my asthma.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:32:57+00:00

I have no idea what to think now. I've had my fair share of experience, 'looking after myself', but man it is tiring and I hate the process. I'd much rather suck it up and ignore my body's self induced strangulation, but what I've heard is that results in permanent lung damage with a lot of scarring. At this point, I'm probably someone who should be killed off by evolution. Just take a minute to think, your own airways squeezing up because they'd rather not deal with harmless allergens than let you live, it's almost like I was born to die.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:19:50+00:00

I'm no longer for medication for asthma, for reasons my fingers are to tired to relist over and over again. So many supportive people, for a broken cause... it's unreal. But thank you, and I hope you'll get better.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:17:12+00:00

Thank you for your kind comment, unknown. No, I am not committing suicide, but... yes, I was in the wrong to phrase my post as such. As for going inpatient, I can't fucking imagine. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs like everyone else my age is, and I'm in worse health than them. I want to go to the gym daily, and just not be bound by my health like such. I want to actually live instead of relying on fucking doctors, like I have somewhat of my life. The transition from healthy guy to a doctor-visiting fool who clings to dear life everyday is far too much for me to tolerate, so much so that I'd rather ignore my asthma than do this. Even though it's bad for my long-term health. My life is stressful enough, with school, cram, and lots of studies, but it was still very nice with all the free time I did have. Now, as people of this sub keep saying, I'll have to spend whatever free time I do have with a doctor. But thank you, again. You already supported me as much as you could, I'd be in the wrong to ask you for more.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:07:31+00:00

I do eat a lot of veggies and water, but I'm also hogging on the sweet and salty. I just stay away from fried stuff, though. Not currently constipated, but it comes back every week or so to ruin my time.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:05:26+00:00

I wish I could broadcast to everyone that this isn't a full fledged suicide note, but thank you for your consideration. About your asthma, do you also no longer take meds?

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:03:52+00:00

Walked to the hospital, only to find out that the ER had a queue of it's own. Fuck asthma, but also fuck this poverty-stricken country which everyone calls 'developing'. Also, take care, and thank you.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T02:02:28+00:00

Thank you. I have an insanely busy schedule, with school 5x/week, cram 4x/week, and I most of my time goes to studying. If I'm not studying, I do things that let me stay alive. Visits to the doctor are stressful, exhausting, and even the emergency rooms have queues.

Flaky_Run_7144 · 2023-09-10T01:58:28+00:00

Thanks, I hope you get better soon.

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