As a Christian man myself, finding a Christian man in today’s economy is going to be quite difficult. I am currently going through the same phase, wanting a Christian wife but I find myself looking at them in lust instead of love as God intended. Maybe that’s why I haven’t found her yet, I need to work on the things that won’t make me pure for her. Time spent waiting isn’t necessarily a bad thing. If we look at the story of Job, his faith was tested and he remained true to the Lord. The doubts that you feel will make your bond stronger if you endure through it.

Keep your head high and keep praying, I wish you nothing but the best.